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I know I have a heart because it's breaking
Friday, August 16, 2002
perhaps i am over hyperactive liao which is why i cant sit still in office and i feel like a dumbie tat dun know how to respond or what to do in office. still learnin many things..too much is never enough, yeah rite but MY brain cant absorb so much at one time. learn tat i had to be damn fucking aggressive in tis line. had a busy day today, wake up, slowly slowly prepare and headed to office b4 lunchtime. went to 1st site near de waterfront if i not sala to see work process with her and she brings me go makan somewhere nearby..well.. today is my 1st time to these areas of singapore. then head back office again and left for 2nd site visit at siglap for site measurement and head back office to do learn more stuffs. and i headed to see buddy play street soccers with a few yandao uncles and left hm after dinner. damn COCK..overshoot my busstop WHILE i am awake. and went out again to meet a net friend whom i know for long yet never met b4. tall guy i would say. somehow i like my job in a way cos it gives me de work attitude tat i always wanted n hates it cos it leads me to realise tat i dun have enough enthusiasm of interest for this field at all. many thots runnin in my mind now. continue or not? well..i jus cant put what i am been practising into action now. in fact, tis line leading to many personal probs from one to another. dun care la..ignore me cos just one of my inner thots for de moment now. jus wan to rant.
Wednesday, August 14, 2002
updates: whakaka, back from exchanging de *spoil shoe. and siao cos i dun get pay monthly? seems like i been using this line quite alot lately, but all along i am born tis way with de kind of attitude tat i am having from sch life till now, i am not going to change myself for the time being now, i learn to be flexible for myself and not to others, further more i seems to enjoy what i am doing but life is hard, it has to move on.*crack brain to think how to make life easlier. many problems occurs lately and why it is mainly all $ prob? why is $ so important? there r so many more important things then $$ yet without $$, u cant do a thing. who give a damn anyway cos everyone is facing de same prob with me, hahaa...$$ is de root of all evil. tata for now cos i wan make some ph calls to disturb my friends liao. misses them, time to catch up old times with them. met sharon last nite, as usual, as skinny as ever, whahaha. EAT more u girl.
Tuesday, August 13, 2002
still having my running nose..eeks. spend my weekend playing pool with usual ppl usual place on saturday and shit...i realise something is wrong with me, perhaps i am not concenrating if not i wouldnt miss out so many chances hitin those balls. and jus like what buddy had say, we spend our sunday roaming on de west side, wo de di yi chi to jurong point and finally got myself a blouse there after a great hunting for clothes. the place is bigger then what we expect but i feel tat de place may be big but empty shell cos what i see is bascially selling de similar range of things. after fish & co. proceed to IMM, so crowded..going back journey is long n tiring, gt home n bath n run out for de 2nd outing with another friend at east coast. yesterday was de offically 1st day at work cos ever since de last wed, i had no chance to go back office due to de sickening flu. haha..had a very long day at office. starting of de day is kind of bored and when coming to de end, i met up with one of de directors and he welcome me abroad jus when i wanted to give up due to some probs tat i encounter at work and we had a pleasant chat tat makes me feel so alive again? hahaha.. jus kidding, anyway jus trying out de job 1st. i hate de place cos No reception in de basement, sighz..spend 8 hrs without reception. i was extremely hungry last nite after work, in fact i was glad tat U are still in de office and nice timing, gt up de same bus, heheh. chop chop chicken chop, here i come chop chop. nice chicken chop. listening Mono ~ life in Mono 
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