At least let me have some peace for my paper tmr...won't want to fill the exam room with virus or rather fill the exam table with tissues.
Was on an unannounced hiatus of 59 days. Why the sudden disappearance? No specific reasons. Just to take a break. I’ve had enough of rest so here I am, back with a new look and of course, to bug all of you again. Memories are flooding my mind right now. There’s so much I want to share and confide about. Really alot.
Till now, 2004 seems to be filled with lots of ups and downs. And it’s certainly seems to be a busy year so far. Somehow, I also named February as the “Upsetting friendship” month.
First day of my final tertiary semester was pretty usual like any other days. Nothing special. Nothing shocking. Modules for this semester seem to be a double dosage of what I get in the past. “All of you should perform even better since you have gone through your attachment.” I never fail to hear this in one of the lecturer’s lesson. He’s a slacker like any of us but yet expecting so much. WTF. Had my first project presentation for his module last week. All of us were so pissed by his attitude. Imagine having a listener who is so impatient and keeps on interrupting by asking you to skip the ppt slides. Moreover, he’s a lecturer. Just to console ourselves: another few more months to go.
Anyway, had my first experience of setting up a Valentine’s Day booth in campus. Preparation work to be done was indeed alot, brainstorming on what to sell, where to get the goods at a cheaper rate, how to attract people, the publicity, the collaborating work as a team…and many more. Really a relief knowing that it was a success and most importantly, there’s profit. At least the effort is worth it. Seeing how the guys settle down to help was an encouraging and comforting sight. It’s like though they didn’t do much, but they will never complain when we need their help.
Now, the saddening part is how I lost a friend cos’ of this event. Perhaps I was kinda harsh on the phone conversation but it’s really something important and I hate it when he’s treating everything as if it’s so simple and sounding as if I’m like making a fuss out of it. I’m definitely not. We were on cold war on the 2nd day of the booth but I initiated by saying a “Thxs and bye” at the end of the day, but yet got a cold shoulder. Think I did my part as a friend but was obviously not appreciated. So this stubborn girl here is not going to do anything about it anymore but certainly in that part of my heart, I still treasure this friendship. Perhaps time will heal everything. Who knows, we might be talking and crapping with each other again. But till now, this hope doesn’t seem really well, cos’ we haven’t speak a word since then. I shall let nature takes its course. Small little disputes and minor arguments occur among other pals too. Luckily all’s well now. That’s how the “Upsetting friendship” month came about.
Study break coming to an end soon. Not much revision was done. Been catching up on having lotsa fun instead of catching up on my studies. Haha. Guess I’ll get down to mug on my Tues paper now. Take care, peeps!I gonna lose my voice soon. Itchy throat.