| My take on Guys... |
| They are pigs. Well, the majority of them are, anyway. Though I think there is a pig in every guy. I hate the way they laugh... "HUHHUHUHUH" Very few guys actually have a decent laugh... I hate guys who hang out in big groups all the time... And the group consists of all guys, and they all have girl friends, but they'd rather hang out with themselves than their girl friend. If I had a boy friend, I'd rather hang out with him than my friends...Wait, what friends? No, I have a couple.. I just hardly ever hang out with them.. Guys talk about sex a lot. Well, hey, so do I. Maybe I'm jus hypocritical, but I just don't think guys should talk or joke about sex. I don't know, I'm probably just sexist or something but I think it's more serious when a guy talks about it. I just look at guys as predators and girls are their prey. Some prey like to be hunted and taken in for the kill, but others don't...At least not until they are really ready. I just have this idea in my mind that if any guy were confronted with sex, he would take the option if the girl was decent looking. If not then..maybe. I talk and joke about sex a lot but do I really want any of it? No, not really. At least not yet. Most guys are not as sensitive as girls are. At least girls who don't care about your problems act like they do and make you feel somewhat better. Guys on the other hand...Well most of them, will interupt me when I'm in the middle of talking to them about something important and say something COMPLETELY off the subject like "Dammit! I can't find my spatula!" or something idiotic like that. When a guy does something sweet for me, I think about him for days, weeks, even months. By that time, he's forgotten about me. Most guys are just opportunists. If they see an attractive girl who is "kinda nice," they go for her. Or if she likes them, and she has those qualities, they go for her. Girls on the other hand, tend to be more picky. I think picky is better than just going for whoever comes across. If you're pickier and wait longer, you'll enjoy the prize better right? The prize of a great relationship with a great boyfriend, for me, anyway. That's my take on that. I mean, I'm personally holding out for someone really great...I don't know if I'll ever FIND someone really great, but..I'm still holding out.. I don't want to just give myself to any 2 cent man bimbo out there... Not saying all the guys I know are 2 cent man bimbos, but yeah..Just trying to make my point in an exaggerated way. Although they have all of those bad qualities, I am still attracted to them. Why? I really don't know. Is it because I feel like I'm supposed to be because I'm a girl? Well, I'm definitely not attracted to girls. I don't know...I always talk about wanting a boy friend too.. It's just the thought of having a guy who really loves me for who I am, and not who I pretend to be. Someone who I think is attractive, and who finds me attractive as well. Someone who would be willing to devote a lot of time to me. And hey, I don't think that devoting a lot of time to me is THAT much of a chore. I mean hey, I think I"m fun to be around........yeah...No, really.. I think I'm a lot of fun! It's just what you consider to be fun...I don't consider drinking and getting high to be fun..Nor sex....But everything else! Hey! I'm your girl! ..But anyway..and someone who is HONEST because I REALLY admire HONESTY..Unless they're honest in the way that they criticize me, like if I ask them if I look nice that day and they say "well I thought you looked nicer yesterday but yeah.." CUZ THATS JUST RUDE! I want someone who's POLITE! And intelligent, and who can make me laugh. Is THAT too much to ask??? I guess so...Yes, there are more things, but I talk about guys a LOT in basically everything I write so my full description of my ideal guy will be elsewhere. I don't really trust guys...I wish I could. It's that all girl school thing that I went to for 8 years. It really did traumatize me..And those 8 years were my prime..Now I'm an old dog that can't learn any new tricks...Stuck on my old preachings...Hey, I tried to rebel... I even switched schools, but it just ain't working for me... It just isn't... And it's sad...it really is.. I don't think I'll ever feel truly comfortable with one either... No matter how hard I try, I will never *love* a man, for he will never truly *love* me, and my *love* will never truly reciprocate his *love* for me. This is my gift. This is my curse. I.am.WidowSpiderwoman. |