| I'm a Prick! |
| I'm HORRIBLE! But hey, it's not MY fault I don't like every guy that I come across! Just because I think a few guys are irritating doesn't make me that evil, right? But to the guys who I don't like... I'm not all "GREAT!" to them...I mean, I'm not directly MEAN to them...I just...I don't want to lead them on..If they ask if I want to hang out with them, I say that I'm busy..They try again next week, I say I'm busy again.. They try the week after THAT, AGAIN I say I'm busy...DON'T THEY GET THE FREAKING HINT?!?!?!? *huff puff huff puff* Okay. Sorry. Yes, yes, I know. I'm a horrible prick. I should just go somewhere with them right? But I don't want to lead them on! Oh no, that leading on thing is another prickish story I have yet to tell you. Yes, I lead guys on... I do it full knowing what I'm doing.. But thing is, once I know for sure that they like me, I stop... You know that SPS thing I rave about? For those of you who don't know, SPS = Silver Platter Syndrome, where I "like" someone until I find out that they like me. Well I found out that it's all a hoax. I mean, I honestly believe I never liked the guy(s) in the first place. I was just being my "Great!" self to them, like how I treat everyone else, like all my girl friends and stuff, but when I find out they LIKE me, then I stop because the thing is.. I think that I am nicer or whatever than most people (stuck up comment, sorry) so guys aren't used to it, so when they see that in me, they're all like "Wow! She might like me! I, I, I think I like her too!" then they like me..and then It's like "No, no, I DON'T like you..I was just being me... I'm sorry.. I'm SORRY for leading you on!" Maybe I should act meaner to guys? Nah... I don't know... I LIKE being nice...It's fun..I hate when I'm mean to guys who don't take the hint...:( Let's see..I'm also a prick because...I'm not as modest as I seem...You know like in my "I'm GREAT!" section...But I dunno... |