I stopped…
I don’t know why
Maybe or because I want to say
I have a wish on my birthday
Not only one but…
Someone said you cant
Decide more
What is it my wish?????
Many things were yesterday
What happened and where is it today
One wish can’t find, after she left me
And hided her self away
Do I have to ask her forgive me
Or maybe…
Yes maybe I have to raise her
To stay away!!!!
Every time new fight
… You are hurting me this what she say
My thoughtful is not enough
My heart,
… Love, feelings
Not sufficient
She closed her eyes….
All these
An instant to take it,,,,,,,
Can’t handle her kindliness, or be her brave man
All these took away..
And convert me
To enormous with,
Devil eyes, and scaring monster face………..
You did it today with her
Is it my turn, in coming days???
This what she declare.
And she forget how I care
What I do, to keep her….
…..To be close, I flied 
Not shame to say how I cried… 
What the hell I did
I look around, is it me??????????????
Mirror, pictures, thinks and thinks
Appear in and echo
Forwarded me
…Bad boy don’t talk to me,
You hurt me this what she reply
She disregard that’s I am …
Me
Human, as her, you and him
Assorted bad and good things
Mixed, together
God did it
And every moment does it
New kids Burning
Different kinds of opinion
… Colors
Sex, names, what ever…
Only one thing makes them all
The same
Soul they are, completed by one god
And all can do the same
Mistake and shocking things
No body ideal….
They had born today to wish after years
On their birth days
And says what I’m now annoying to say
I think now I get it
My yearning,
Because you are my sol!!!!!
My heart, love and happiness for everyday
Can’t run off you or be away
And cant harm you day after day
Your mad eyes look to me
I can’t run
Or move it any way
This is me, and can’t be another mode 
I will ask god
To obtain me, in my wish day
Never mind the way
To the hell , or more
Now just
I wont any more birthdays
Thirtieth of April
You are not welcome day
… This why I stopped walking to tomorrow
And stopped thinking on yesterday


          Flying Tiger
         April 29, 2005
Jennifer Lopez