A Poetry Recital
by James Stephens
London, Macmillan, 1925
I walked out in my Coat of Pride,
I looked about on every side,
And said the mountain should not be
Just where they were, and that the sea
Was badly placed, and that the beech
Should be an oak—and then from each
I turned in dignity as if
They were not there : I sniffed a sniff,
And climbed upon my sunny shelf,
And sneezed a while, and scratched myself.
Playing upon the hill three centaurs were !
They lifted each a hoof and stared at me,
And stamped upon the dust.
They stamped upon the dust, they snuffed upon the air,
And all their movements had the fierce glee
Of power and pride and lust.
Of power and pride and lust ! then with a shout
They tossed their heads and wheeled and galloped round.
In furious brotherhood.
In furious brotherhood, around, about,
They charged, they swerved, they leaped ; then, bound on bound,
They raced into the wood.
The mountains stand and stare around,
They are too proud to speak ;
Altho' they're rooted in the ground
Up they go, peak after peak,
Beyond the tallest tree, and still
Soaring over house and hill
Until you'd think they'd never stop
Going up, top over top,
Into the clouds—
Still I mark
That a sparrow or a lark
Flying just as high can sing
As if he'd not done anything.
I think the mountains ought to be
Taught a little modesty.
The long-rolling,
Steady-pouring,
Deep-trenched,
Green billow.
The wide-topped,
Unbroken,
Green-glacid,
Slow-sliding.
Cold-flushing,
On-on-on,
Chill rushing,
Hush-hushing,
Hush-hushing.
I bent again unto the ground
And I heard the quiet sound
Which the grasses make when they
Come up laughing from the clay.
"We are the voice of God," they said :
Thereupon I bent my head
Down again that I might see
If they truly spoke to me.
But around me everywhere
Grass and tree and mountain were
Thundering in mighty glee,
"We are the voice of deity."
And I leapt from where I lay,
I danced upon the laughing clay,
And, to the rock that sang beside,
"We are the voice of God," I cried.
Silvery-black, and silvery-blue,
Delicate, dainty, silvery shoe,
We are as young and as old as you.
Without, apart, afar, you climb,
Haunting the gulfs and the deeps of time ;
What do you hunt, without reason or rhyme ?
Me, and he, and she, and thee,
Lending each other our mystery ;
Always the One, wherever we be.
Silvery-black, and silvery-blue,
Delicate, dainty, silvery shoe,
We are as young and as old as you.
A long, green swell
Slopes soft to the sea,
And a far-off bell
Swings sweet to me,
As the grey, chill day
Slips away from the lea.
Spread cold and far,
Without one glow
From a mild, pale star,
Is the sky's steel bow,
And the grey, chill day
Slips away below.
That green tree grieves
To the air around,
And the whispering leaves
Have a lonely sound,
As the grey, chill day
Slips away from the ground
The long grass bends
With a rippling rush
To the soft, white ends
Where the roots are lush,
And the grey, chill day
Slips away in a bush.
Down by the shore
The slow waves twine
From the rock-strewn floor
To the shell-edged line,
And the grey, chill day
Slips away with a whine.
And dark, more dark,
The shades settle down,
Far off is a spark
From the lamp-lit town,
And the grey, chill day
Slips away with a frown.
Under a lonely sky a lonely tree
Is beautiful. All that is loneliness
Is beautiful. A feather lost at sea,
A staring owl, a moth, a yellow tress
Of seaweed on a rock, is beautiful.
The night-lit moon, wide-wandering in sky;
A blue-right spark, where ne'er a cloud is up ;
A wing where no wing is, it is so high ;
A bee in winter, and a buttercup,
Late-blown, are lonely, and are beautiful.
She, whom you saw but once, and saw no more ;
That he, who startled you, and went away ;
The eye that watched you from a cottage door ;
The first leaf, and the last ; the break of day ;
The mouse, the cuckoo, and the cloud, are beautiful.
For all that is, is lonely; all that may
Will be as lonely as is that you see ;
The lonely heart sings on a lonely spray,
The lonely soul swings lonely in the sea,
And all that loneliness is beautiful.
All, all alone, and all without a pert
Is beautiful, for beauty is all where ;
Where is an eye is beauty, where an heart
Is beauty, brooding out, on empty air,
All that is lonely and is beautiful.
Dip and swing,
Lift and sway ;
Dream a life,
In a dream, away.
Like a dream
In a sleep
Is the rose
In the wind ;
And a fish
In the deep ;
And a man
In the mind :
Dreaming to lack
All that is his ;
Dreaming to gain
All that he is.
Dreaming a life,
In a dream, away ;
Dip and swing,
Lift and sway.
He wills
To bé
Alońe
With thée :
A stońe ;
A streaṁ ;
A ský ;
A treé ;
It iś
Hiś
Dreaṁ
To bé
Alońe
With theśe
And thée
James Stephens’ Note: The letters marked with an accent are to be prolonged for as long as it is possible to sound them. Count two beats of that duration at the end of each line, and for the silences between each verse. These sounds and silences are to be considered as one rhythmic utterance.
She is the sky of the sun,
She is the dart
Of Love,
She is the love of my heart,
She is a rune,
She is above
The woman of the race of eve
As the sun is above the moon.
Lovely and airy the view from the hill
That looks down Ballylea ;
But no good sight is good until
By great good luck you see
The Blossom of the Branches walking towards you
Airily.
Come with me, under my coat,
And we will drink our fill
Of the milk of the white goat,
Or wine if it be thy will ;
And we will talk until
Talk is a trouble, too,
Out on the side of the hill,
And nothing is left to do,
But an eye to look into an eye
And a hand in a hand to slip,
And a sigh to answer a sigh,
And a lip to find out a lip :
What if the night be black
And the air on the mountain chill,
Where the goat lies down in her track
And all but the fern is still !
Stay with me under my coat,
And we will drink our fill
Of the milk of the white goat
Out on the side of the hill.
I, without bite or sup
If thou wert fated for me,
I would up
And would go after thee
Through mountains.
A thousand thanks from me
To God have gone,
Because I have not lost my senses to thee,
Though it was hardly I escaped from thee,
O ringleted one !
As lily grows up easily,
In modest, gentle dignity
To sweet perfection,
So grew she,
As easily.
Or as the rose that takes no care
Will open out on sunny air
Bloom after bloom, fair after fair,
Sweet after sweet ;
Just so did she,
As carelessly.
She is our torment without end,
She is our enemy and friend,
Our joy, our woe ;
Madness or glee
To you and me,
And endlessly.
To be not jealous give not love ;
Rate not thy fair all fair above,
Of thou'lt be decked in green, the hue
That jealousy is bounden to.
That lily hand, those lips of fire,
Those dewy eyes that spill desire,
Those mounds of lambent snow may be
Found anywhere it pleaseth thee
To turn : then turn, and be not mad
Tho' all of lov'liness she had :
She hath not all of lov'liness ;
A store remains wherewith to bless
The bee, the bird, the butterfly
And thou—Go, search with those that fly
For that which thou shalt easy find
On every path and any wind.
Nor dream that she be Seal or Star
Who is but as her sisters are ;
And whose reply is yes and no
To all that come and all that go.
"I love"—Then love again, my friend,
Enjoy thy love without an end ;
"I love"—Ah, cease, know what is what,
Thou dost not love if she love not.
For if thou truly loved her
From thee away she could not stir,
But ever at thy side would be
Thyself and thy felicity.
Go, drape thee in the greeny hue ;
Thou art not Love, she is not True,
And, no more need be said—adieu.
O woman full of wiliness !
Although for love of me you pine,
Withhold your hand adventurous,
It holdeth nothing holding mine.
Look on my head, how it is grey !
My body's weakness doth appear ;
My blood is chill and thin; my day
Is done, and there is nothing here.
Do not call me a foolish man,
Nor lean your lovely cheek to mine :
O slender witch, our bodies can
Not mingle now, nor any time.
So take your mouth from mine, your hand
From mine, ah, take your lips away !
Lest heat to will should ripen, and
All this be grave that had been gay.
It is this curl, a silken nest,
And this grey eye bright as the dew,
And this round, lovely, snow-white breast
That draws desire in search of you.
I would do all for you, meseems,
But this, tho' this were happiness !
I shall not mingle in your dreams,
O woman full of wiliness !
The lanky hank of a she in the inn over there
Nearly killed me for asking the loan of a glass of beer :
May the devil grip the whey-faced slut by the hair
And beat bad manners out of her skin for a year.
That parboiled imp, with the hardest jaw you will ever see
On virtue's path, and a voice that would rasp the dead,
Came roaring and raging the minute she looked at me,
And threw me out of the house on the back of my head !
If I asked her master he'd give me a cask a day ;
But she with the beer at hand, not a gill would arrange !
May she marry a ghost and bear him a kitten and may
The High King of Glory permit her to get the mange.
I have looked him round and looked him through,
Know everything that he will do
In such a case, and such a case,
And when a frown comes on his face
I dream of it, and when a smile
I trace its sources in a while.
He cannot do a thing but I
Peep to find the reason why,
Because I love him and I seek,
Every evening in the week,
To peep behind his frowning eye
With little query, little pry,
And make him if a woman can
Happier than any other man.
Yesterday he gripped her tight
And cut her throat—and serve her right !
Slów
Creatures
Slów,
Nuzzle and press,
And take their food
In the darkness.
No stir is noẃ
In aĺl that once
Was all ;
No dréaṁ, no sight,
No soúnd, no sense
If thére.
Unséeń
The béaṁ
Of the sun :
Unknówń
The ring
Of the light :
Unknówń
In the cave
Unséeń
By the slów,
Slów
Hungers
Naught's
Left
—But foód ;
All else
That was
Is awáy :
Far-awáy,
In the gléaṁ,
In the ring
In the béaṁ
In the Sun.
James Stephens’ Note: Accented letters are to be sounded for as long as possible. Two beats of this duration are to be held at the end of each line, four at the end of each verse. Unmarked words and phrases are to be said quickly, and ended sharply. All line endings and verse endings, or silences, are to be well held.
When I was young I dared to sing
Of everything and anything :
Of joy and woe and fate and God,
Of dreaming cloud and teeming sod,
Of hill that thrust and amber spear
into the sunset, and the soul
Precipice that shakes the soul
To its black gape—I sang the whole
Of man and God, nor sought to know
God or man or joy or woe :
And, thought an older wight I be,
My Soul hath still such ecstasy
That, on a pulse, I sing and sing
Of everything and anything.
There is a light shines in the head ;
It is not gold, it is not red ;
But, as the lightning's blinding light,
It is a stare of silver white
That one surmise would fancy blue :
On that mind-binding hue I gaze
An instant, and am in a maze
Of thinking—could one call it so ?
It is no feeling that I know
—An hurricane of knowing, that
Could whelm the soul that was not pat
To flinch and lose the deadly thing,
And sing, and sing again, and sing
Of everything and anything.
An eagle, whirling up the sky,
Sunblind, dizzy, urging high,
And higher urging yet a wing,
Until he can no longer cling,
Or hold, or do a thing, but fall
And sink and whirl and scream through all
The dizzy heaven-hell of pit,
In mile-a-minute flight from it
That he had dared—From height of height,
So the poet takes his flight
And tumble in the pit of bliss,
And, in the roar of that abyss,
And falling, he will sing and sing
Of everything and anything.
What is knowing—'tis to see :
What is feeling—'tis to be :
What is love—but more and more
To see and be, to be a pour
And avalanche of being, till
The being ceases and is still
For very motion—What is joy,
—Being, past all earthly cloy
And intermixture : being spun
Of itself is being won :
—That is joy, and this is God
To be that in cloud and clod,
And in cloud and clod and sing
Of everything and anything.
In the scented bud of the morning-O,
When the windy grass went rippling far,
I saw my dear one walking slow,
In the field where the daisies are.
We did not laugh and we did not speak
As we wandered happily to and fro ;
I kissed my dear on either cheek,
In the bud of the morning-O.
A lark sang up from the breezy land,
A lark sang down from a cloud afar,
And she and I went hand in hand
In the field where the daisies are.
I heard a bird at dawn
Singing sweetly on a tree,
That the dew was on the lawn,
And the wind was on the lea ;
But I didn’t listen to him,
For he didn’t sing to me.
I didn’t listen to him,
For he didn’t sing to me
That the dew was on the lawn,
And the wind was on the lea ;
I was singing at the time
Just as prettily as he.
I was singing all the time,
Just as prettily as he,
About the dew upon the lawn
And the wind upon the lea ;
So I didn’t listen to him
As he sang upon a tree.
If joy, The Golden Bird, would fly,
Do not close an hand upon her ;
She belongeth to the sky,
With all the winds and heaven on her,
Only when her wings are free
Bird of Lovely Life is she.
He who Joy of life would store
Heart of his be widely open ;
Throw the key out, with the door,
Throw the hope out, with the hopen ;
Giver her, as she finds in sky,
Place to dip, and soar, and fly.
She will come again, I wist ;
She of thee shall not be frighted ;
She shall sing upon thy fist ;
By her shall thy dark be lighted :
By her freedom thou art given
Right and room in Joyous heaven.
If I could get to heaven
By eating all I could,
I'd become a pig,
And I'd gobble up my food.
Or if I could get to heaven
By climbing up a tree,
I'd become a monkey.
And I'd climb up rapidly.
Or if I could get to heaven
By any other way
Than the way that's told of,
I'd ha' been there yesterday.
But the way that we are told of
Bars the monkey and the pig,
And is very, very difficult,
Besides that.