CHAPTER 21
When the gods
wish to punish us, they answer our prayers.
- Oscar Wilde
George
Renoldson squinted from the brightness of the interior light of the refrigerator,
his eyes having grown accustomed to the near darkness of his small, sloppy
kitchen. His brown irises contracted to
compensate for the increased illumination he triggered by opening the icebox
door. He scanned the nearly empty
shelves within, trying to decide whether day old pizza, or two-day-old chicken
chow mien, would make the better late night snack. Having no real preference, he settled for the chow mien, the
ghost of his mother whispering in his ear.
Eat up the older leftovers first, George,
she would say, before they go bad.
Renoldson
had grown up relatively poor. His
parent's Iowa farm had failed when he was a child and his father had to find
work as a mechanic. The job gave him
chronic back pain and Renoldson's dad had spent most of his short life in
anguish from it. While they were never
in any real danger of starvation, they had to watch their pennies
carefully. Renoldson went without many
of the childhood frills that most American children of his generation enjoyed.
That,
in part, was what had driven him to get an education. He wanted to escape the poverty of his youth at all costs. He used the military to pay for his college
education, becoming first an aviation engineer for the navy, then later a
civilian one, though still often working for the government as a contractor.
He
opened the white, grease-stained carton and sniffed the chicken, his nose
wrinkling at the odor. He decided it
probably should smell that way and he
overturned the container onto a dinner plate, the gelatinous contents retaining
the trapezoid shape of the carton. He
placed the dish in the microwave, which had the crust of hundreds of similar
meals clinging to its walls. He slammed
the door with no concern that it might dislodge the stalactites of dried food
that clung tenaciously to the ceiling of the oven. He punched three minutes into the keypad and the quivering
pyramid began to spin in a bath of microwave radiation.
Renoldson
leaned back against the kitchen table, hypnotized by his rotating meal. The stack of meat and vegetables began to
sag, as the chilled gravy that had glued them together began to revert to
liquid form.
Mephistopheles,
his mother's aging black cat, which came as a package deal with the house,
rubbed back and forth against his legs, hoping to share in the repast. His mother had made him swear to care for
the cat as long as it lived. Renoldson
was not a big fan of cats, but he honored his mother's request and
Mephistopheles never went hungry.
"I
already fed you today, lard-butt," Renoldson teased the purring feline,
"This stuff isn't good for you.
You and I both know that if I give you some, you'll just barf it
up." But Renoldson knew he would
share a little of his meal with the animal.
Mephistopheles knew it too.
How
ironic it was that Renoldson had fought so hard in his early years to escape
the rural plains of Iowa and now, slightly past forty, he found himself here
again, living in the same shabby house he had grown up in. If he hadn't found faith in god in recent years,
the tragedy of his life might be too much for him too bear.
After
Renoldson appeared on television years ago, telling about the fire he witnessed
and the... thing... he had seen, his
career went into a tailspin. The
government, for whom he had worked for years, would have nothing more to do
with him. He sent his resume to every
aviation company he could think of, but no one was interested in hiring a
crackpot engineer who saw flying saucers and aliens. He became a brief hero in UFO circles, but in less than six
months even they forgot about him.
Popularity with saucer chasers did little to pay the rent anyway.
In
the years afterwards, Renoldson often thought back on what he saw that day on
the base. Though he tried not to
consciously think about it, he felt very remorseful that he had not attempted
to help the strange creature he saw strapped to the gurney. Renoldson was a large and powerful man, and
there was a reasonable chance he might have been able to overcome the two
slender men in lab coats who held it captive.
Of
course, he would have had no idea what to do with it next, had he managed to
liberate it. Try to smuggle the
creature off the base? That would have
been impossible. Bring it to the
saucer, which he could only assume belonged to the alien? What would the creature do if he gave it
control of the craft? He really had no
idea if the consequences of his inaction that day were better or worse than the
consequences of if he had done something.
Still, that question did little to alleviate the pangs of guilt. The chow mien continued to spin. A dark slick began to spread out from the
sides of the sagging tower of food, like oil from a floundering tanker.
In
recent years, Renoldson tried hard not to think of the incident at all, making
every effort to convince himself that the entire episode had been a grand
hallucination. It was probably just the
result of too much smoke inhaled from god-only-knows-what chemicals that were
stored in that burning lab. Renoldson
sometimes had nightmares about the incident, in which the green creature
actually called out his name, in perfect English, begging him for help. Sometimes he saw his dying mother strapped
to the gurney. He always woke up
shaking from those dreams, in a terrible sweat. He thanked God the dreams were becoming less frequent in recent
years.
When
Renoldson had received word that his mother was stricken with cancer, he came
back home to Iowa to care for her. His
money and his luck having long run out, he had nowhere else to go anyway. It was a long fight for his mother and for
almost a year she languished in agony before mercifully succumbing to the
horrid disease. As is often so when
death hovers near, Renoldson's mother became very devout in her final months,
going to her church whenever she had the strength, almost always with her son
to attend her.
During
those months, Renoldson himself began to feel great comfort in the church, a
place he had given little regard his entire life before then. The material world had failed him so
miserably that he found it most comforting to tend to his newfound spiritual
side. When he saw what joy it brought
his mother, even when she was wracked by pain so great that she could not
control her own bowels, he knew this was the way for him to go also.
After
his mother's death, Renoldson not only continued to attend her church, he
became very active in it, eventually taking over as its preacher when old
pastor Wesley retired. The pay wasn't
much, but he certainly wasn't in it for the money. He needed little income now anyway; other than to pay the modest
taxes and upkeep on the house he inherited from his mother and to feed himself,
of course.
The
revolving pyramid of food had completely collapsed into a shapeless lump now,
the brownish sauce beginning to bubble and sizzle at the edges.
Renoldson had always had a weight problem, but it had
grown worse since he gave up smoking.
He had quit at his mother's beseeching and also because of his horror at
what a lifetime of the habit had done to her.
He still craved a smoke now and then, but his recollection of the living
corpse his mother had become in her final months, supplemented by pizza and
prayer, kept him from going back. The
sizzling plate of food stopped spinning as the oven emitted three short
beeps. Chow time, he thought.
Renoldson
pulled the plate from the oven, forgetfully using his bare hand as usual. He dropped the hot plate on the table,
waving his hand in the air to cool his brazed fingers. He would repeat this act again tomorrow
night, and the night after that, and so on.
It was inevitable. Using a
nearby dishtowel as insulation from the heated crockery, he grabbed a fork and
scooped a small portion of the hot food into Mephistopheles' dish and the cat
leapt in hungrily.
"Careful
there, stupid," said Renoldson, as he headed for the living room with his
meal, "Let it cool. You'll burn
your tongue."
The
living room was as much a disaster as the rest of the house. Renoldson was not a fastidious man and the
place had not received any cleaning of note since his mother was alive and
healthy enough to do it. The spirit of
his mother infused the house still, personified by a musty blend of Salems and
Chantilly, which clung tenaciously to the filthy, yellowed walls.
Renoldson
plopped down in the old armchair that had been his father's, but the many
small, round burns in the upholstery, testified that his mother had used it
after her husband's death. Since he
wore only an undershirt and boxer shorts, he used the dishtowel to protect his
legs from the heat of the plate. With
the dish of chow mien on his lap, a fork in one hand and his television remote
control in the other, Renoldson had all the things left in the material world
that still offered him some degree of joy.
He popped the television on, realizing The Tonight Show would be
starting in just a few minutes. For
now, he watched the news, which was showing President Reagan giving a speech in
Berlin, imploring Gorbachev to tear down the wall.
Renoldson
was somewhat of a night person and he liked to watch Carson, though he rarely
kept awake through the entire hour.
Sometimes he actually managed to drag himself off to bed to sleep the
night away, but many mornings he woke up still in the armchair, the TV droning
on in front of him. When he did, his
lower back complained about it for the rest of the day.
Forgetting
all about the deadly sin of gluttony, Renoldson completely wolfed down the
Chinese food by the time Carson was stepping out from behind his multicolored
curtain on McMahon's traditional, enthusiastic cue. By the time Johnny finished his monolog and swung his invisible
golf club, Renoldson was snoozing like a baby; Mephistopheles perched on his
lap, licking the greasy remains from the dinner plate.
"George... Help me, George."
George
stumbled through the burning, smoke clogged corridor, trying to follow the
gurney ahead, which was barely visible in the acrid haze. He tracked it more by sound, following the
occasional squeak of its wheels as it withdrew before him, always just a few
steps out of reach. The blinding smoke
stabbed at his eyeballs, which blinked and watered vainly to drive off the
offensive smog. The flames licked against
his skin, mixing the pungent stink of singed hair into the odious fog. His feet were sluggish, as if he walked in
mud, keeping him from overtaking the gurney, which now receded away even
faster.
"George... I need you..." It was his mother's voice.
Through
the pall, George could see the bed's recumbent occupant struggle feebly to free
itself from the straps that held it fast.
It was masked beneath a sheet so white it blazed a halo in the opaque
vapor. He watched in frustration as it
rounded a corner and vanished from view.
"Please
George... Help me..."
After
what seemed an hour of heavy plodding, George caught up with the retreating
corner. From around the corner's edge,
he could see the soft aura from the sheet and his forearms flushed with goose
bumps when he realized he had finally overtaken his quarry. His gut tightening in terrified curiosity
about what he would find, Renoldson stepped around the corner and into the
specter of the unearthly nimbus.
She
stood there, pale as death, her eyes blank white orbs that gazed unblinkingly
at him. The corpse of his mother was
wrapped in the sheet, only the gawping death mask of her face visible above the
colorless shroud. His body wracked
itself with petrified spasms as he reached out to touch her with shaking hands.
"What
the hell are you doing in here?" demanded a voice from behind.
A
strong grip seized George and spun him around, where he found a man whose face
was half hidden by bandages. The man
grasped George's arm firmly with one hand.
"Why
are you here?" the man growled.
George
tried to speak, but found nothing where his voice should have been. He grabbed the man's arm and yanked hard in
an attempt to free himself from the unyielding grip. To his shocked surprise, the man's arm separated at the shoulder,
coming off with almost no effort. The
man did not scream in pain, nor register any shock, but merely faded into the
amorphous mist. George dropped the arm
and it fell, engulfed by the swirling mist that snaked along the floor.
"George...
help me... I need you."
His
mother's voice was right behind him. He
could feel a clammy breath prick up the hairs on the back of his neck. Trembling, he turned to face her.
His
mother was gone. George was now facing
the green alien, its cat-like eyes staring intently at him. Although he was unfamiliar with its
mannerisms, George somehow understood its forlorn expression. It spoke wordlessly to George of unbearable
pain and horror. It reached out to
him. With a soundless scream, he tried
to step backwards, but found he could not move his foot. He looked down to see that the disembodied
arm had reached up out of the mist and held his ankle fast. The awful, clawed hands of the alien drew
near his throat...
Renoldson
woke up with start, his heart beating so hard it hurt. He found himself staring into the yellow
eyes of Mephistopheles, who had been licking the remnants of dinner from his
master's corpulent lips. The cat,
startled by the man's sudden, convulsive awakening, leapt to the floor and
bolted away.
Renoldson
pulled the reclining armchair back into its upright position. With a quaking hand, he placed the dinner
plate, which Mephistopheles had licked as clean as any dishwasher could manage,
onto the nearby end table. The
television was still on, but the picture was just white static. Using the remote, he popped through several
channels, only to find the same hissing snowstorm on each. He turned off the TV.
Renoldson
used the dishtowel to daub the sweat from his face. He hadn't had that nightmare in a while and he was disheartened
at its return. He had no idea how long
he had been asleep. The darkness at the
windows testified it was still night.
He looked at the digital clock on his VCR, but it was blinking steadily
at twelve o'clock. There must have been
a power outage while he slept and the clock needed to be reset.
Renoldson
figured he would just drag himself to bed to try and get back to sleep. He was just about to summon the energy to
lift himself up from the chair when he heard a strange sound coming from his
left. It was a sound that alternately scrapped
and clinked, like metal on crockery.
For a moment, he was afraid to look, the fear of the dream still
gripping him.
Finally,
he slowly turned his head and in the darkness he saw the strangest thing. His fork, which he had left lying on his
dinner plate, was now standing straight up, its tines pointing toward the
ceiling. Not only was it pointing
straight up, balanced on its handle, it was moving in a circle around the
platter, the tip of its handle hopping and scrapping along the plate. No more
late night Chinese, he thought, Should've
eaten the pizza.
Overcoming
his dread, Renoldson reached out and grabbed the fork. He found it gave no resistance to his
grip. But as soon as he touched it, the
room exploded with white light. He
threw both his arms up to shield his eyes from the incredible glare, nicking
his forearm with the fork as he did so.
The radiance seemed to stream in from every window of the house. It was as if someone had placed a
searchlight at each casement and switched them all on at once. It was like the flash bulb of a camera that
did not end. At the same time, a
powerful vibrating sound, that he felt as much as heard, seemed to come from
everywhere. Doors starting opening and
slamming as if driven by a great wind.
But there was no wind.
"Stop
it!" he shouted at the walls, "For god's sake, stop it!"
As
quickly as it had started, the blinding light and deafening sound ceased and
the silent darkness that remained behind seemed oppressive. Without realizing it, Renoldson was standing
in the middle of his living room now, circling around, trying to readjust his
eyes to the darkness. He couldn't
explain it, but suddenly he felt like he wasn't alone in the house anymore.
Then
he heard it. Another strange scraping
sound, this time coming from the kitchen.
Renoldson could see the shadow of something moving at the bottom edge of
the kitchen door. He crept over to it
as quietly as he could, listening to the odd sound within. He made a quick and silent prayer and then,
summoning his courage, he threw open the kitchen door and slammed on the light.
The
thing inside the kitchen jumped right toward him with a menacing growl, and
Renoldson ducked to one side very quickly for so large a man. The dark creature flashed by him into the
living room. He let out a shocked yelp
and turned to face the intruder. As if
he were wielding a dagger, Renoldson mindlessly brandished with his fork to
drive the monster back.
"You
stupid ass fur-ball!" he screamed when we recognized the phantom. Mephistopheles landed in the middle of the
living room rug, its back arched in classic Halloween style. It seemed terrified. "You almost gave me a heart
attack!" shouted his master.
Renoldson
stepped toward the cat, but the creature seemed frightened. Edgy.
It hissed at him, so explosively that he felt the spray of its spit hit
him in the face. In a blur, the cat
turned and bolted into the bedroom. What's eating him?, though Renoldson.
Then
he heard something else behind him, back toward the kitchen. Something else was there, which is what had
frightened Mephistopheles. There was
only one cat in this house, so he turned slowly to face this new sound with
trepidation.
At
first Renoldson didn't see anything.
The light in the kitchen was still on, which shined into the living room
through the door like giant flashlight, casting long, eerie shadows from all
the objects in the room. At first,
everything looked normal. Then his eye
caught something off to the side, near the bookshelf here in the living room
with him. It was like a hint of
movement at the very edge of his vision.
But when he turned his full attention to the bookcase, nothing was
there. But somehow, Renoldson knew he
was not alone in the room anymore. He
felt a presence. In the dead silence,
he was sure he could hear the sound of something. Something breathing. It
was close. Very close.
"I
know you're here," he shouted around at the walls, "You might as well
show yourself."
To
his surprise, he actually got an answer back.
"There
is no need for those weapons," came a voice from nowhere, "I mean you
no harm."
Renoldson
looked down at his hands. He still held
the fork in one hand and his television remote in the other. Some
weapons. He placed the items down
on the table and placed his hands up, turning around to show his empty palms to
the room.
"I
mean you no harm either," said Renoldson, "This is a house of
peace. Why don't you show
yourself? Maybe I can help you. I am a man of God."
"I
have come to seek your help," said the detached voice, which seemed to be
moving around the room, "I require your guidance."
"My
guidance?" asked Renoldson, confused, "In what?"
In
answer, Renoldson's television came on by itself. At first it was static, but then the picture settled into
something George had not seen in a very long time. It was a scene from his interview with Canter, from so many years
ago.
"I'll
never know for sure what she was tying to tell me that day, Mister Canter, but
I'd bet my life that she was begging me to help her." That one line kept repeating over, and over,
and over.
Renoldson
picked up the remote and pushed the off button. To his surprise, the television responded and went dark.
"Are
you related to the... being... I saw years ago?" asked Renoldson.
"You
might say that," came the floating voice, "I am her husband."
Her husband! "Show yourself," asked Renoldson, "let me see
you."
Suddenly,
in one corner of the room, just inside of Renoldson's peripheral vision, the air
began to shimmer and distort, as if by summer heat. The distortion quickly subsided to reveal a creature standing
where nothing had stood a moment before.
It was very much like the creature he had seen during the fire, years
ago, except this one had gray skin instead of green. It was dressed completely in black and had all sorts of strange
objects and gadgets strapped to an elaborate harness it wore. It also wore a strange set of black goggles
over its large eyes. If he wasn't so
amazed, Renoldson might have smiled, as the creature looked like some sort of
alien ninja.
"What's
your name?" Renoldson asked.
"My
name translates most closely to Sarwin in your tongue," answered the
alien. Renoldson noticed that the
creature was not really speaking English, but was instead speaking its own
strange chirping language into a tiny microphone near its mouth and one of the
devices strapped to its body was converting it to English. A translator! He could see a line leading to the alien's tiny ear, which no doubt
provided a translation to it of what Renoldson spoke.
"...and
how can I help you, Sarwin?" he asked, "What guidance could someone
as humble as I provide for someone so obviously advanced as you?"
"I
have come to this planet to rescue my wife," answered Sarwin, "who is
being held prisoner by your people, as you have witnessed. You are familiar with the facility in which
they are holding her and I am not. Your
assistance in helping me to find her there would be most appreciated."
"I
see," said Renoldson. The last
vestiges of fear he had felt from the alien had evaporated. "You understand that base is heavily
protected. They aren't going to let us
just walk through the front gate."
"I
can get us inside," assured the alien, "just as I got inside this
place. But I will need your help once
we get there. Can you provide it?"
"You
realize that was long ago and my knowledge is dated. Also, who can say if she is even there anymore?"
"Dated
knowledge is better than no knowledge," answered the alien, "As far
as her still being there, that is a chance I must take."
"You'll
want the space ship back too, right?"
"Yes,
that would be appreciated. I can
provide compensation for your services, of course. I understand the element you call gold yet has value on this
planet."
Renoldson
shook his head. He had been wracked
with guilt for years about not helping the creature before. Now he might have a second chance. God was, indeed, merciful.
"Keep
your money," replied Renoldson, "Count me in. When can we leave?"
"Whenever
you are ready," said the alien.
Renoldson
walked over to the bookshelf and picked up his favorite travel bible. "I'm ready right now," he said,
patting the small book, "this is all I need, right here."
The
alien just stared at him, oddly, with its head half cocked, as a dog might
stare when its master makes a strange sound.
Renoldson glanced downward at his food-stained tee shirt and striped
boxer shorts.
"...and
maybe some pants," he added.