See this is what you call a suicide poem, boys and girls. And yes.. I was very depressed. I'm not suicidal, but ya kno, everyone goes through hard timez, and feelings of emptiness.. right? 

Bare In Mind

       As the rain falls, my heart burns. Cant believe it? Watch as my thoughts turn.. 

Waiting, fearing, thinking in my sleep, asking, debating, should I take that leap? Why am I so blind? What a lesson. It feeds on my mind, to add to the obsession. Life shifting and turning, effecting my self-esteem. The insecurity building, with all these pointless dreams. From birth, day one, to the total sum.. past, present, and future, its done. I'm through with this madness, nothing can be done about it. Its just a crumbled mess of arrogance, cant rely on any life kit. 

Bare in mind the attention that I didn't receive, the little boy inside me is starting cry.. he lets go of the world as he leaves everything behind. 

Go ahead and grieve.

Where is bliss? The desire for more. Craving on my subconscious, its leaving out the door. I cant hide these feelings of suicide, cant take no more of this painful ride. Gone is my strength and might, is it so odd? It was going to come one night, now is the time to disobey God.