"I am the way into the city of woe.

I am the way to a forsaken people.

I am the way into eternal sorrow.

Sacred justice moved by my architect.

I was raised here by divine omnipotence.

Primordial love and ultimate intellect.

Only these elements time cannot wear

Were made before me, and beyond time I stand.

Abandon all ye who enter here."

   -Somewhere In The Vestibule Of Hell from The Inferno by Dante

       b l a c k   a n d   w h i t e  .  .  

There's a war in each of our lives

that we cannot control or defeat.

Until the one above arrives

we will continue our deceit..

But Lord save me from these sins I have

and the ones I have yet to commit.

They taunt me, Oh hear my plea

save me from a life of misery.        

         He's a voice inside my head, that wont leave me alone. Screams echo as I lay in bed, the more I realize I'm just a boy that needs something to hold. I'm more apart from heaven then I know, and I cant help but to submit to the sorrow. Speak what you think now in hard words and tomorrow speak what tomorrow thinks in hard words again. Practice what you said, because what you practice is what you become. Failure to realize my dreams is what I dread. I don't face, I flee from my problems instead. There are only two colors in my head, black and white, black and white, contemplating everything I did in shades of kisses and tears, smiles and fears. We live without a reason, and choose our way of fate. Yet we're guilty of treason and other things we can relate. My greatness comes from being misunderstood, knowing I'm different from the rest, trying to do what is good. Doing what I could when no one else would, that's what has been stressed. Its this feeling of anger that I have been blessed. Ecstasy comes and ecstasy goes, and so the emptiness grows. 

Let it burn

but shed your tears

its no ones concern

because we all live in fear.

       I am my greatest asset, but my greatest destruction. The answers are hard to detect when people are overcome by corruption. I stare into my reflection and see the devil inside me, an angel twisted and crying, and no one beside me. Black and white, black and white. There are two sides to every coin, two sides to every face. Love me, hate me, seduce me, and kill me. Rape me, sue me, cut me, and heal me. Kiss me with disgrace. Maybe I'll be happy one day as I fade to gray. Life. Its the ultimate sin. A game with no rules and everyone wanting to win. Listen as demons break the entrapment and seize the day. Watch while angels fall and start to decay.

The silence subdues me.

Do I have to ask you why

When people fail to be free

the fault we do deny

    I am both sides of every killer and both sides of every saint. Its tearing up my heart and I haven't got a clue. Beneath me the world has broken apart, and split in two. 

Black and white.

Black

and

White.