m e l t e d . .

     I love you and I hate you. I cant seem to get enough of you. I cant control what I say, I'm sorry if it seems I want to hurt you. We started the journey everyone takes after they realized they made a serious mistake, starts on a feeling that was faint, hoping it wouldn't lead to hate. 

       In between the beginning and the inevitable end, times happen when you wish you were dead. You remember the memories of the past, but reality hits you fast...

     Why did you do that? Why did you say those things? You cant take them back, cant grab life by its wings. Your miles and miles away, in so many different ways. Don't bother, your just drifting farther. Cant change your life, cant make it right, cant see the reason why you always fight. Let it be, deal with the stupidity. 

Just know that the lying from you is done

the depending on you is done

and don't hold back the tears as they come

Remember.. no one has won.