I just wrote this lil thing down real quick when I was depressed. I don't know, I think its cool. Its about getting through the hardships of the day, and trying to get by. Funny what depression can do to you..

F o r b i d d e n 

      Memories bitter songs continue for so long, the insanity wont end, it goes on and on. I feel it through my veins, I just want to end the pain..

     Everything I can remember, just seems like a taste of the world that was meant for me. Nothing I can forget seems like a reality. God, why is everything forbidden, so twisted and hidden. Love me.. and set me free.

     The emptiness fills the dark hole, where ecstasy had its hold, where happiness had content, when it was less fraudulent. The significance of life, the substance that flows through, when it makes no sense, the effect is so blue. No one's here, and I feel so insecure. Show me compassion, give me satisfaction. I don't want be ignored, I've been through this too much before. I'm pursuing absolute bliss, who do I need to convince that I need to find myself, I need to unwind myself, I cant decline it no more, I just need to open the door. Show me the light, take me away, give me the might to get through another day.