Here is the poem I wrote back when I was 14, when I was blinded by an obsession..

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 "life was so much easier when girls had cooties"

   Regretting everything I say and what I do, every time I lay in bed thinking of you. I will forever care, but feelings for you is what I have, my love will always be there whether your happy or sad. I remember when my heart was blocked from my true feelings, but now I realized the true meaning. Nothing can compare to what I feel, true love is so rare, and this is so real. All those days I thought I knew happiness, my heart has found its way, your heart is what I miss. You struck me, the sweetest feeling I got from you. My heart wont let me be, because this love is true. I know I wont be getting that second chance to show you the feelings I've had for you since first glance. Its destroying me inside, hoping that better days will come. It feels like I just died, and my heart feels so numb. Never will I forget the memories that we shared, just you and I, watching time pass us by. Never will I forget when you were so near, as I wish for more, people seem to interfere. Having to accept the reality that I never thought I would face, it stares back at me with all its disgrace. Am I to blame? I took it as a game. This lost chance will repeat itself over and over again, as the years pass us by, you will always remain in my head. Acceptance is a must, I know it's what I have to do. I just cant help it, 

       I will always love you.