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REGRET BY: SHAWN M. GMITTER LOOKING BACK NOT WANTING IT TO CHANGE WONDERING HOW I COULD LET IT GET THIS WAY TO LET IT HAPPEN AND NOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT SEARCHING IN MY MIND FOR THAT ONE SINGLE DAY THAT MOMENT IN TIME THAT I LET IT HAPPEN THAT NOTCH ON THE TIMELINE THAT SIGNIFIES IT ALL THE TIMESTAMP THAT TELLS THE TALE OF THE RISE OF MY LIFE…THEN THE TRAGIC FALL TO RATIONALIZE IT IS FUTILE NO ONE CAN MAKE IT SEEM RIGHT THERE ARE JUST THINGS WE DO I GUESS THAT TO OUR MINDS IS JUST OUT OF SIGHT HEARTS AND BRAINS DON’T ALWAYS AGREE ONE WANTS ONE THING WHILE ONE WANTS ANOTHER WHO IS THE REFEREE THAT SORTS IT OUT WHOS TO TAKE THE PART AND MAKE THEM AGREE WITH EACHOTHER THE HARDEST PART IS THE REGRET THAT CAN TEAR AT THE HEART WITH PASSION AND BEAT THE BRAIN WITH LOGIC NOT HELPING AT ALL WITH THE PROBLEM JUST MAKING IT ALL THAT MORE HECTIC ONE DAY IT WILL BE CLEAR OF THIS I AM TOLD MANY TRY TO HELP ME, TRY TO MAKE IT CLEAR BUT THE ANSWER ISNT CLEAR…DEFINITLY NOT BOLD TO GO ONE ROAD LEADS ME IN THIS WAY THE OTHER GOES THAT WAY DO THE EVER MEET UP AGAIN IN THE FUTURE THAT’S WHAT WORRIES ME EVERYDAY TO AVOID REGRET AND NOT HURT ANYONE OR TO THINK OF MYSELF AND GO WITH IT TO JUST ACT ON MY FEELINGS OR JUST GIVE UP AND QUIT THE DECISIONS ARENT EASY AND I CANT DECIDE NOW THE ANSWERS WILL COME ONE DAY TO ME BUT UNTIL ITS CLEAR ILL JUST GO WITH WHAT I HAVE AND TRY NOT TO FLEE