I wake, alone
In a woman's room I hardly know
I wake, alone
And pretend that I am finally home

The room is littered
With her books,
and notebooks
I imagine what they say
Like 'Shoe fly don't bother me'
I can hardly get myself out of the bed
For fear of
Never lying in this bed again
Oh Christ
I'm not that desperate,
Oh no,
Oh God,
I am.

How did I end up here to begin with?
I don't know
Why do I start what I can't finish?
Oh please don't
Barrage me with the questions
to all those ugly answers
My ego's like my stomach
It keeps shitting what I feed it
But maybe I don't want to finish anything
Anymore
Maybe I can wait in bed til she comes home
and whispers
'You're in my web now
I've come to wrap you up tight
Til it's time to bite down.'

I wake, alone
In a woman's room I hardly know
I wake, alone
And pretend that I am finally home

(you're in my web now
         
                
          
          
      
          
               
            
          
              
                  
               
               
          
Song: The Recluse
Artist: Cursive
CD: The Ugly Organ