Jeremy,
We have had to do the hardest relationship possible, we haven't been able to see eachother, feel eachother--nothing and yet we have gone out about 6 months without cheating on eachother, lieing to eachother or even fighting. We barely even have had any disagreements and even then, most of them was just us playing around with eachother. Yet with all this distance between us, we have been able to make eachother laugh, make eachother happy and bring out the best in eachother. Even when we were breaking up we both cried together, we just couldn't let eachother go and because of all this love, we got back together shortly after (like an hour).
I love you more then life itself, I TRULY love you and care about you, you are worth so much to me. If i had a ZILLION dollars and i had to give it all up to be with you--even just an hour--i would.
Maybe this is just words to you, but it is not JUST words to me. To me this is me pouring out my heart to you. How can you think you are worth nothing even though you know that i am so krazy about you?--i would even chop off my own damn legs just to make you laugh. That may be funny, but it's not a joke and i am not laughing. I wish that you could understand me and believe me when i say these things because i am for real. If we get through this then i know for sure that you are the man that i am gonna spend the rest of my life with, and spend the rest of my life making as happy as possible. I already think that you are that man. I don't think that you feel the same way, at least not yet, but thats okay, i dont want to rush you or put you on the spot or make you nervous.
I know we are together now, but it feels like you are slipping away, like i lost you to Ashley because i wasnt there for you, because of our biggest problem-->distance. You even said so yourself that you have feelings for her because of what she did. But that if i had done what she did, that you would probably ask me to marry you right there. Im not even sure you believed me when i told you i would have done the same--and if it was possible i would have done more. I would never leave the hospital, I'd probably ask a friend to pack my clothes and other stuff i need and give them to me at the hosiptal so i could change there and not have to leave. I would take showers there, eat there and sleep right next to you (or at least in the same room) no problem. And yes i would sing to you, i would sing whatever you wanted until i got larangitis and even then i would try to keep going if it made you happy.
Maybe the reason your not sure what you feel about me is because i have been a bad girlfriend, and i dont blame you. i wasn't there for you when you got hurt and i didnt even do anything for your birthday. Maybe that is why this is happening and its all my fault. I had planned so much for your birthday and nothing even got to you. I planned on giving you the picture of Link and Zelda, a picure of me and you, a video of me and some close friends, maybe a tape with me singing and a letter. I made a picture and the letter but the video idea was never finished and i didnt know what songs u wanted on the tape. I wanted everything to be perfect and to put a huge smile on your face but nothing really worked out, maybe i didnt put enough effort into it--i dont know. I was even thinking about getting u a chain with our names engraved in it. I cant believe after so much planning and work i gave you nothing and you ended up having a miserable birthday and spending christmas in a hospital while i was completely fine. I rather it be the other way around.
I dont know if we're going to break up permanently soon because you might come to the conclusion that it is best or that you like Ashley better then me. But i TRULY believe that we belong together and we can work through this problem of distance if we really want to--and if u love me as much as i love you.
I will move there if i have to, the soonest i can is 2 years tomorrow, if that is the only way we can be together so be it. i will learn to like it there and call it my home.
I will start working soon--anywhere and save every penny. I will do anything to be with you, you do deserve me, please believe me when i say that. I don't know if i deserve you sometimes, but i guess that as long as i make you the happiest man in the world that everything will be fine. I could go on and on right now but i think i have already said everything important. Besides it is 3:40 in the morning as i type this. Remember the letter I said i wrote you for your birthday? well i will send it to you later today. im sorry it took so long for me to actually give it to you-it was written so long ago. Don't worry i'll make up for it times 3. Lot's of surprises are soon to come....
And all i gotta ask right now is one simple question. Do you feel the same way about me as i feel about you? Yes or No will be good enough for me.
Bye for now my love,
Darlene
This whole site is done in HTML, so i kindof had to learn HTML and then find these graphics and everything all over the net. That's why it took me so long, but it was worth it, as long as I made you smile, even if it was just for a moment. 
Don't worry this is not the only surprise i have for you, i got loads more in store, plus i'll update this every once in awhile and like ive promised you, i will see you, up, close and personal
(hopefully in the next few months). You mean everything to me, i would do anything for you--ive never felt like that before, you could literally ask me to walk off a bridge and i'd probably do it just to amuse you. i guess i might sound crazy, but im in love with you, to fall in love, you gotta be at least a little crazy.
And you know what Jeremy? YOU ARE 
damn ur so hot you stop traffic!
To prove that i even remember everything about you and know you well, i'll prove it right now 
You're favourite sport is 
, this is how you look when you talk 
, you're a Sagittarius 
,you're favourite food is lasagna and drink is 
and you're favourite fruit is kiwi. Your favourite musician is 
and you wanna be an architect. You love wrestling and your favourite color is baby blue. You're favouite animal is a dog. You're really good with kids too. You get really sensitive at night and your pretty romantic. Your favourite game is Zelda, you sleep with a stuffed Stegasarous (i think thats how its spelt) called Rex and your favourite cake is german chocolate cake. I just wish that i could be with you, i hope one day that wish will come true...i'll try everything in my power to make it true. Your favourite cookies are duplex cream and your favourite ice cream is Butter Pecan.
This is me working on this site 
i look pretty good if i do say so myself!
Then this is me after all the hours of sleep i missed working on this site 
lol just kidding.
This is what Jeremy does for fun 
Have i embarrassed you yet Jeremy? Look at the counter to see how many people have read this already, and more people are coming 
oh and by the way, I Love You more, so I win!
I just want to 
you all the time!
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