Careless I am
Soft touch fails me
Don't let him in
smiling mask hides me
not knowing you've gone
Long figured me out.
Don't wake up sleepy head
Reminders stalk your staring eyes
Eager moments inside a snoring mind
Amid doubts and worthlessness
Make way for dreams
Eliminate the evil voice
Remind yourself there is hope.
Yesterday I thought I was annoyed
     but today I am pissed!
Yesterday I thought God was punishing me
     but today he is.
Yesterday Death followed me through the halls
     but today we walk hand in hand.
Yesterday I was fine
     but today I feel uncomfortable in my own skin.
Yesterday is in the past
     but today is haunting.