Rantings...
What I find is that I keep trying to find people interesting either as sexual partners or as friends or mentors. I realize that I can be interested in people just as people and not as any of the aforementioned relationships. It is possible but I find myself trying to change my views of these people in order to fit into one of the aforementioned categories. Unfortunately this does not work for all people. There are some who will not be forced into a box and be made to stay put. One example is the teacher who is the subject of a song on this website. I do not really love him. Well, I love him how I love people in general, because I believe in the general goodness of people (most of the time).

Although I did produce an okay sounding song from my odd alteration of feelings for him which never existed. I do not know why I disallusion myself if not to make life more interesting. Life isn't very exciting for loners or antisocial people. Maybe this is why so many people indulge themselves on "news" concerning celebrities. The thing is that when we watch TV, we are each alone. The person next to you may not react the same way you will when watching a program. One person may find something funny while another finds it insulting. Anyway, TV affects many individuals in different ways. My philosophy is to simply to turn off the TV. However, I do find it difficult not to watch TV. What else will I do to pass the time without thinking about it? As long as I can think for myself. Click.

I find that what is irritating about being boxed in is that other people cannot see you as anything else. It is what consumes their views of you, and it is entirely unfair. Whether these are considered to be "good" or "bad
stereotypes, they are indefinitely detrimental to a number of people. For instance, some people allow a person's race to deem them worthy or unworthy of respect or some other sort of acknowledgement. There are a number of people who will not talk to you if you are not a certain race. There are a number of people who assume things because of one's appearance. Then they are offended if they are wrong about
their assumptions.

What I cannot stand is people who assume too much about me and my life.

Many if not all people are judged upon their age, appearance, socioeconomic status, race, religion, and the most annoying of all: sex. Sex is not gender. Let's get that straight. Sex is biological. Gender is deemed by one's surrounding, most likely by one's family and/or culture. Sex determines whether you are a female or a male (in the biological sense of the words). Gender usually determines one's behavior and appearance.