"Depression"

When all is said and done, I am left with the ghost of memories. The images replay in my head, As I lie upon my cold bed.

The darkness engulfs me, As I lay nearly in tears. I lay wanting to be with you, Knowing that things can never be as they were.

I leave only to find you. Not a word is exchanged, But I feel the coldness in your heart towards me. I know things have changed.

What did I do to deserve this? I am only human! I'm sorry if I've hurt you. I can't be with you, and yet that makes me want you all the more.

There were times you made me smile. There were times when our love did flow. But did you ever truly love me? I do not think so.