so i told drea that i didn't feel that i was being kept a part of things and that the communication needs to improve.  does she listen? hahha. 
     later, at a radio sponsored event, do any of the officers even AKNOWLEDGE my existance? that's funny.  really.  i'll have to remember that one.  so at this point, i am seriously contemplating quitting once and for all because it's obvious they don't want me there.  let me review:
1) take away my job; demoted to "banner bitch"
2) only getting paid once at the end of the semester, $50 if i'm lucky
3) bitching at me when drea doesn't tell me what to put on the banners
4) getting bitched at because i'm not doing my job, when no one lets me know what my job entails.
5) hearing drea complain she has no time to do what i shoujld be doing
6) again, not being informed what i need to be doing before getting bitched at coz how can i do somethign wrong if i wasnt let known what it is i need to be doing in the first place
7) getting yelled at for 20 minutes
8) not being acknowledged at any events
9) having neal yell at me for taking all the flyers when hey, its MY FUCKING JOB to put up flyers

     i mean, i could seriusly go on.  it was weird.  part of me wanted to stay on just to piss them off since i know they never wanted me there in the first place.  but then part of me just didn't want to put up w/ it anymore.  i mean, why should this once thing make me so miserable?  without the radio ive been soooooooooo much happier. 
     so it was the night of our second event, when i said FUCK IT and wrote up a letter of resignation and left it on drea's desk.  hell, she's not worth my breath to tell it to her face.  seriuosly. 
     i am no longer a part of the radio station.  it had so much potential to be fun, but the people made me miserable.  maybe next year, under new "managemnt" i will return as a dj.  but for now, i just can't be a part of it.
     thank you to any listeners i ever had.  it was fun.
     love and ska-roovy beats,  jan (january 00 - october 02)
   
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