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Sinking
Sinking deep into this black void,
sinking deeper and deeper.
I try to claw my way out,
I claw and claw.
I scream as I sink deeper,
clawing, and clawing as I
sink deeper and deeper into this black void....
My mind..
by slavekitty
Property of Sir Robert
June 11,2002
Dark angel, sadistic tease,
Love it when you're on your knees,
Begging,bleeding,chilling screams,
Wicked, lustful,lurid dreams.
Panting, sweating,pleasurable pains.
I always knew you loved my games.
by lyric
Endless Night
As my tears begin to fall,
I begin to sink into the black hole,
As the darkness begins to call,
My mind is beginning to fold.
I fight the endless battle called "night",
I reach out.
No one is there to help my fight,
As I begin to travel the journey of doubt.
I call out.
No one is there to hear my cry,
As I sink further on down,
Feeling as I could die.
by slavekitty
Property of Sir Robert
Sept.2001
Once Too Wild
Like the snow of yesterday,
The name that sinks into the ground,
The heart that was free to fly,
Finds itself chained and bound,
Instead of bonds of love,and dreams of tomorrow,
It sinks into the darkness full of sorrow,
Final hour and in need,
He walks in hopes of a lovers repreve,
Once too wild to tame,
becomes just another name.
by Robert Childress
(My Master)
I slept late this morning, not wanting to get out of bed
I took my time waking, planning my day in my head.
The birds are chirping, a far off fire engine screams,
It comes closer yelling, get out of my way it seems.
The fire engine is coming closer, just outside my door
It must be a fire, a cat in a tree nothing more nothing more.
The woman across the street can't contain her crying
What was that I couldn't hear, something about her son dying.
The screams, the wails, the utter torment that comes from deep inside
Are screamed from a mothers love, thrown away is any pride.
The screams and moans of absolute pain come from the voice of the mother
In all my years of walking this earth, this scream is like no other.
My heart breaks for her as she crumbles to the ground
All of this sorrow loss and pain bunched up in one little mound.
This is too much agony for one little heart to take
I wish there was something I could do to help her with her ache.
He killed himself this morning as a way to escape his pain
I wish I could go back in timeto releive some of his strain.
The Scream
by Naturefreak
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In My Mind
I sit here, my mind all numb and in a fog,
I am afraid, so afraid.
Afraid of what, I don't know,
Afraid of where my mind is.
In my minds eye,
I see things in a numb fog,
I see things that may not be real,
Things that may be real,
But I don't know this to be so.
No one can confirm, or prove,
that my mind is wrong,
Or that my mind is right.
I haven't been here in so long,
In this place in my mind,
This place that is so dark,
So forbidding,
So unable to distingish,
What's truth,
What;s fiction,
Oh please help me out of this place,
This place of uncertanies,
This place of fear,
This place of darkness, and forboding thought's.
I don't want to be here,
I don't like it here,
Won't you help me come back to reality...Please.
by slave kitty
Feb, 13, 2003