06|22|01
[03:01pm]
I've got a little project for this weekend. Hopefully I can have the results up by the middle of next week.

And with that something I promised Fox a long, long time ago.

06|19|01
[02:17pm]
Hot damn! I gots me a ticket to Radiohead!.

Sold out in about 8 minutes. Damn.

06|15|01
[03:45pm]
How the fuck do I have twelve unique visitors today. That boggles me. =boggles=

And if any of those kind, nutty folks have a few minutes, please drop me a line. I'm looking for constructive criticism aboot this site. Namely my silly things over in excavate.

slavingbunny@yahoo.com

I'm going to put up something, god help everyone, of these stupid, silly one-liners I keep coming up with. It'll be in excavate.

[11:37am]
Sad realization. I don't really have any friends.

That sucks.

[11:24am]
I took out head vs wall. It was supposed to be non-blog. I never got around to giving it any attention. So hail and good-bye.

And I finally got around to updating a couple of writings yesterday afternoon. You can find one here and another over there.

There is also a brand new entry in mindshut. I'm not gonna link it here because I'm a]too damn lazy and b]gave it stupid, long filename that makes no sense.

So check that out also if it so pleases you.

06|13|01
[11:20am]
Sometime today I've got some more writings to put up. Several one and deal things that came together while thinking about a little of this or that.

Only one piece that filled itself out with a little help from me. It was one of the things that putting it down on paper meant having emotions I haven't allowed myself in quite some time. The kinds of things I where I find myself choking back tears.

anyhow these should make it up sometime today.

06|11|01
[12:49pm]
Congratulations to my little sister who graduated from high school yesterday.

Liz, I want you to know how proud I am of you for doing what I couldn't. Graduate on time.

I don't think I want the job I interviewed for the other day. The position I'm looking at would most likely require overtime. That means I probably can't go to school. I want to go to school. I want to make 40to50k in the next few years. This job would prevent all of that.

Just short of them offering an unbelievable salary I'm likely to decline any job offers from them. If they offer.

Amnesiac is very good. Not ok computer or kid a but, very good. Then again it took some time for kid a to grow on me.

doubts. worries.
hungering for tears I can't provide.
haunted and empty.

that sums up how I've been feeling lately.

06|07|01
[09:21am]
MOBFEST. Holy Shit!

06|06|01
[01:44pm]
Had an interview last night. I think it went well. I met with the owner of the company. Real nice guy. He has a plan. That's comforting.

He's the kind of guy I'd have a beer with after work. Which means there's at least some people in the company that I'd get along well with. You don't hire people you can't get along with. Well, you shouldn't anyhow.

It'd be nice to work folks like or at least similar to me.

I'm sure I won't be the most qualified person they talk to. There's bound to other canidates with much more experience than I. But I think I could fit in well and be an asset. That I could grow and maybe stay with the company for a long time.

I want to work for a company where the boss gives a shit. Not because he's got to answer to someone thousands of miles away and he's afraid to step on some toes. But because it's his baby. He wants to see it grow.

I meet for a standard interview on friday with the persons who would actually decide if I'm hired. I really hope it goes well.

[08:56am]
A little note to everyone whose ezboard I fucked up.

Sorry.

I believe I've edited and fixed all of my posts. If anything else if still going wonkey let me know.

06|05|01
[05:15pm]
everything I am not is now in mindshut

looking back at it seems kinda stupid. but very cool. I don't know. If there is a better way to describe how I felt I'd do it. I just can't

[04:19pm]
Fixed a couple of errors in the may folder in mindshut.

[03:54pm]
Where to begin.

I cleaned up my html and css code. Much easier on my eyes and mind. I inadverdantly changed the background color to a darker blue. Pleasant suprise really. I like the darker blue much better. The gray text and black look better

I'm thinking about taking out the head vs wall section.

It was originally intended to be my news and blog, or non-blog. But, this frontpage has turned out to perform that function very well. I like this much better

Another round of thanks to fox for posting that webmonkey css tutorial.

You've saved what's left of my mind bebe.

06|04|01
[04:08pm]
I added excavate today. That's stuff I've written. I'm not saying I'm a good writer. 'Cause I'm not. I do when I'm bored and/or need to get some shit out of my system.

Be sure to read the disclaimer first.

Tonight I'm gonna try to sit down and figure out a simple way to get all pages up to snuff. Right now I've just been trying to keep the index up to date because I'll be using this for my template as to how everything else to look.

I think I've only got only one section to add. That'll be pictures. I'm still undecided though. Everything else is pretty well set in stone.

The css should be getting cleaned up and updated tonight also. Everything should look about the same. The code will just be cleaner and easier for me to handle.

Looking down though the previous post. I'm also aroused by the thought of Jenna Bush. And her twin sister. I'll avoid the obvious play on their last name.

For now

[10:58am]
Fuck blogger.com. It's not that it's a bad thing. Cause it's kinda cool. Ya dig? I just can't figure out how to get it to send my updates here.

Now I could probably go ahead and learn it now and get it done and over with. But I don't feel like it right now. or tomorrow even.

So shortly you'll be seeing a link to my non-blog. I've got a name and everything. Actually I've had the name sitting around for about a year or two now. I wasn't sure what to do with it.

I think I may need an archive of some sort for this what's happening thing your're looking over right now. Though I am kind of aroused by the thought of this growing like Jenna Bush's drinking habits. I mean letting it get really fucking long.