Hollow
magdalena
Rose
Judith
Orestes
3 Libras
Sleeping Beauty
Thomas
Renholder
Thinking of you
Brena
over
The Hollow
run, desire, run sexual being
run him like a blade
to and through the heart no conscience
one motive
cater to the hollow
screaming feed me here fill me up again
temporarily pacify this hungering
so grow libido throw dominoes of indescretion down
falling all around in cycles in circles
constantly consuming conquer and devour
cause it's time to bring the fires down
bridle all this indescretion long enough to edify
permanently fill this hollow
screaming feed me here fill me up again
temporarily pacifying
feed me here fill me up again
temporarily pacifying
Magdalena
overcome by your moving temple
overcome by this holiest of altars
so pure, so rare to witness such an earthly goddess
that i've lost my self control beyond compelled to throw this dollar
down before your holiest of altars
i'd sell my soul,
my self esteem a dollar at a time for one chance, one kiss, one taste of you my magdalena
i bear witness to this place, this prayer so long forgotten
so pure, so rare to witness such an earthly goddess
that i'd sell my soul, my self esteem a dollar at a time
for one chance, one kiss, one taste of you my black madonna
i'd sell my soul, my self esteem a dollar at a time
for one taste, one taste, one taste of you my magdalena
Rose
don't disturb the beast,
the temperamental goat,
the snail while he's feeding on the rose stay frozen compromise what i will, i am
bend around the wind silently blown about again i'm treading so soft and lightly compromising my will, i am
i am, i will
so no longer will i lay down play dead,
play your doe in the headlights locked down and terrified your deer in the headlights shot down and horrified
when push comes to pull comes to shove comes to step around
this self destructive dance that never would've mattered
till i rose i roared aloud here i will i am
i am i will so no longer will i lay down play dead play this
kneel down, gun shy, martyr, pitiful i rose, i roared, i will, i am
Judith
you're such an inspiration for the ways that i will never ever choose to be
oh so many ways for me to show you how your savior has abandoned you
fuck your god
your lord you christ
he did this
took all you had and left you this way
still you pray never stray never taste of the fruit
never thought to question why
it's not like you killed someone
it's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side
praise the one who left you broken down and paralyzed
he did it all for you
did it all for you
oh so many ways for me to show you how your dogma has abandoned you
pray to your christ to your god
never taste of the fruit never stray never break never choke on a lie even though he's the one who did this to you
you never thought to question why
it's not like you killed someone
it's not like you drove a spiteful spear into his side
talk to jesus christ as if he knows the reasons why
he did it all for you
he did it all for you
Orestes
metaphor for a missing moment
pull me in to your perfect circle
one womb one shape one resolve
liberate this will to release us all
gotta cut away, clear away, snip away and sever this
umbilical residue keeping me from killing you
and from pulling you down with me here i can almost hear you scream
one more medicated peaceful moment
give me one more medicated peaceful moment
because i don't want to feel this overwhelming hostility
I dont want to feel this overwhelming hostility
gotta cut away, clear away, snip away and sever this umbilical residue
Gotta cut away, clear away, snip away and sever this umbilical residue that's keeping me from killing you
snip away and sever this
keeping me from killing you
3 Libras
threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back a name in your recollection down among a million same
difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over
when i've looked right through to see you naked but oblivious
and you don't see me
but i threw you the obvious just to see if there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel eyes of a tragedy
here i am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded
but i see, see through it all, see through, see you
cause i threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel eyes of a tragedy
oh well
oh well, apparently nothing
apparently nothing at all
you dont, you dont, you dont see me
you don't, you don't see me at all
Sleeping Beauty
delusional
i believed i could cure it all for you dear
coax or trick or drive or drag the demons from you
make it right for you sleeping beauty truly thought i could magically heal you
far beyond a visible sign of your awakening failing miserably to rescue
sleeping beauty
drunk on ego
truly thought i could make it right if i kissed you one more time to help you face the nightmare
but you're far too poisoned for me
such a fool to think that i could wake you from your slumber
that i could actually heal you
sleeping beauty poisoned and hopeless
far beyond a visible sign of your awakening failing miserably to find a way to comfort you
far beyond a visible sign of your awakening hiding from some poisoned memory
poisoned and hopeless
sleeping beauty
Thomas
humble and helpless
learning to pray
praying for visions
to show me the way
show me the way to forgive you
allow me to let it go
allow me to be forgiven
show me the way to let go
show me the way to forgive you
allow me to let it go
allow me to be forgiven
show me the way to let it go
illuminate me
i'm just praying for you to show me where i'm to begin
reconnect to you
Renholder
Thinking of You
lying all alone and restless
unable to lose this image
sleepless unable to focus
on anything but your surrender
tuggin a rhythm to the vision that's in my head tuggin a beat to the sight of you lying
so delighted with a new understanding something about a little evil that makes that unmistakeable noise i was hearing
unmistakable soud that i know so well spent and sighing with that look in your eye spent and sweatin with that look on your face like
sweet revelation sweet surrender
Surrender
tuggin a rhythm to the vision that's in my head tuggin a beat to the sight of you lying
so delighted with a new understanding something about a little evil that makes that unmistakeable noise i was hearing
unmistakable soud that i know so well spent and sighing with that look in your eye spent and sweatin with that look on your face like
sweet revelation sweet surendering
sweet surrender sweet
thinking of you thinking of you thinking
thinking of you thinking of you thinking
sweet revelation sweet surrendering
sweet revelation
Brena
my reflection wraps and pulls me under healing waters to be bathed in breņa
guide me safely in worlds i've never been to
heal me heal me
my dear breņa
vulnerable
it's all right
heal me heal me
my dear breņa
show me lonely and show me openings to
lead me closer to you my dear brena
vulnerable
it's all right
opening to heal
opening to heal
heal
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