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I'm Flair,
Come and visit me and let me share my thoughts with you
If I could write a letter and send it to myself
when I was young what would I say?
Would my words help me?
Would my life be different?
Would I not be alone now?
I think I would say to myself be kind, patient,
and don’t judge especially the ones I love.
I wonder if I in my youthful arrogance
I would listen to someone as old as I.
Would I think that I would not ever
be unkind to,
inpatient with, and judgmental of any
person
and never of the ones I love?
As I look back, I see how I became that person
I would warn myself about.
I slowly hardened my heart over the years
in the guise of being more independent
and less of a burden on others.
I didn’t see what I was really doing until
it was too late.I had built a personal prison
that kept others out as much as me in.
I placed a brick here and a brick there.
I now find myself wanting out of my self made prison
and I find that it is much harder to knock down
the walls than it was to build them.
I do have help in breaking free of my prison
and am willing to accept it.
The irony is
the help offered is from the one I hurt
for so long and the walls kept out. .
I love
him all the more for it.
So I would like to send a letter to my young self
and spare the one I love and myself
much pain and loneliness.
Safe travels till we meet again
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