" One precious moment, changed my life, one tender kiss made everything right. One touch from you and this world was mine. It was in your arms where I fell forever. Cried my first tears of joy last night. Heaven shined a light. All my dreams came true, my first night with you " - Mya " My First Night With You "
Serena Miller quietly
unlocked the door to her three-bedroom apartment that she shared with her
boyfriend, Nick. It was the day of her eighteenth birthday and she was
hoping Nick was around. He had promised that he'd be home so that they
could celebrate.
The house was
unusually quiet.
" Nicky? " she
called, hoping he was home.
Her smile dropped
when she got no response.
I guess he's not
here. * she thought to herself. " Happy birthday to me. "
Sighing, she walked
over to the closet to hang her coat up. On the way she stopped by the answering
machine to see if there were any messages for her.
There wasn't.
She was about
to go upstairs when her eyes caught something purple, lying on the nearby
table.
Curious, she walked
over and picked up the brilliant deep purple rose lying there.
With a gasp, she
wondered where a rose like this had come from.
She smiled as
she saw a tiny white card, dangling from the delicate stem of the rose.
Opening it, she
recognized Nick's writing.
Hey babygirl,
Just wanted
to let you know that I love you so much. Come upstairs in five minutes.
Remember I love you always and forever.
Your Nicky
Serena smiled,
kicking off her shoes as she wandered over to the stairs. A tingly feeling
ran through her stomach as she wondered what Nick was up to. Though she
tried her hardest she couldn't think of what he was doing.
Five minutes later
she slowly made her way up the stairs, following the single white petals
on each step. At the top there was another little card.
Serena, baby,
Go into your
room. I'll see you soon. Happy Birthday baby. Love you.
Nicky
She obeyed Nick's
unspoken directions and slowly opened the door to the master bedroom.
Serena gasped
at the sight. There were dozens of roses everywhere, on the floor, shelves,
bed, and furniture. Candles burning brightly were also placed strategically
around the large apartment like room.
" Nick? " Serena
called his name. No answer.
She spotted another
white card on her pillow and wound her way through the maze of roses and
candles to get to it. She picked it up and opened it.
Serena,
My darling,
if you're reading this now it means you're in your room, sitting on your
bed. I promise I'll see you soon. Happy birthday my darling. I love you.
Love, Nicky
P.S. Stay right
there and open your present. I want you wearing it tonight.
Serena thought
what present? Then she looked to her left and saw a brightly wrapped box
with a large silver bow sitting on the floor next to her bed.
Smiling, she grabbed
the box off the floor and lifted it into her lap, opening it with agonizing
slowness.
Once the lid was
off, she peeped inside and saw absolutely nothing. Serena carefully lifted
off sheet after sheet of tissue paper, hoping this was not what Nick meant.
At the bottom
of the box was another envelope. Serena shook her head at Nick's antics
and opened the note.
GOTCHA! Sorry
sweetie, I couldn't help playing a little joke. Your real present is under
the bed. Love you.
Nicky
Serena reached
under her bed and came up with another box, identical to the first one.
She opened that one and what she found made tears fill her eyes.
The dress was
absolutely gorgeous. It was a deep green color with tiny sparkling beads,
sewn in a starburst pattern across the dress.
Serena picked
it up gently as if it might break. She held up the dress and saw it would
be a perfect fit.
There was also
a last and final note at the bottom of the box.
Serena,
Pretty good
for my first time shopping huh? Well I hope you like it because I know
you're going to look so beautiful. I want this night to be so special for
you. I'll see you soon.
Love You Lots, Nicky
Serena set to work
only minutes later getting dressed for wherever Nick might be taking her.
As she slipped
the dress over her head and watched it fall in silken waves, she smoothed
it down and looked herself in the mirror. A perfect fit. She felt like
a princess from some fairy tale land waiting for her prince to come and
carry her away.
She was just finishing
putting her hair up in spiral curls when there was a knock on the bedroom
door.
Serena smoothed the dress and then
opened the door. Nick was standing there; clad in black dress pants and
a black jacket over a green shirt the exact same color as Serena's dress.
He was holding a bouquet of white roses with tips and his eyes widened
when he saw Serena.
" I knew you'd
look beautiful but you're absolutely amazing. " he whispered the words.
He moved to hold
her and Serena stepped into his embrace.
She could look
into his eyes as she lifted her head up and as she did, Nick leaned down
and kissed her ever so gently.
When they pulled
away Nick picked the roses up and handed them to her with a smile.
" They're beautiful
Nicky. " she murmured, hugging him tightly.
" Happy birthday,
baby. " he picked her up in his arms and twirled her around in his arms
once before setting her back on her feet. She giggled.
" Is my princess
ready to get going? " Nick asked, taking her hand. She nodded.
" By the way Nicky,
where are we going? " Serena inquired.
" Ah ah, not so
fast little one. That's for me to know and you to find out. " he called
her the nickname he had affectionately given her when they first started
going out.
She just stuck
her tongue out at him.
" Don't stick
your tongue out unless you're plannin' on usin' it. " Nick joked.
She rolled her
eyes as he kissed her tenderly as he led her out the front door of the
house and to his Prowler.
" Nicky, now I
know something's up. You never drive this car. " Serena raised a questioning
eyebrow at him.
" Special occasion.
" he smiled and refused to say anymore. She just shook her head and Nick
held the passenger side door open for her. She slid into the car and shut
the door as he ran around to the other side and climbed in. He slyly produced
a blindfold from his pocket.
" Nick, don't
even think about put" Serena trailed off as he slipped the dark cloth over
her eyes and placed tiny kisses on the corner of her mouth as he did so.
" Okay, you can
do whatever the heck you want now Carter. " she gasped. He laughed.
" You're only
gonna be wearing this for a little bit baby. Just until we get to your
birthday surprise. "
She agreed, slowly
nodding her head. Nick started the car and drove away from the curb. Minutes
later, Serena was starting to get a little restless.
" Nick, what are
you doing? " she asked.
He didn't answer
her and only ran his fingers up and down her arm. The truth was that he'd
been driving around in circles for the past ten minutes hoping to confuse
her. It definitely seemed to be working.
Finally he decided
to turn off on the right road and head towards their destination.
Several minutes
later he pulled into the parking lot of Serena's favorite restaurant. She
rarely went there, (even by herself or with him) because it was so expensive.
But Nick figured that since it was her eighteenth birthday and a very special
one at that, he would take her. After pulling into a parking space he leaned
over and unbuckled both of their seatbelts.
" Are we here?
" Serena asked, lifting her hands to undo the blindfold.
" Easy little
one. " Nick chuckled, stopping her and undoing the knot with his own hands.
He pulled the cloth away and she gasped when she saw where he had taken
her.
" Nicky, you didn't
have to bring me here. I don't deserve this. " she told him honestly.
" Baby, listen
to me, I love you and I want to make this your best birthday ever because
you do deserve it. You're my girlfriend, which makes you deserving of everything
I choose to give you and more. " he murmured. " Now come on, I promised
the best birthday ever and I'll definitely give it to you. "
He kissed her
cheek lightly before taking her hand and leading her into the restaurant.
" Reservations
for Carter. " Nick stated when he and Serena had reached the front of the
line.
" Right this way
sir. " a waitress said after checking a sheet of paper. They were shown
to their seats and were left alone for a few minutes to figure out what
they wanted to order. They already knew what they wanted though. Nick smiled
at Serena as she sat next to him. ' God she's so beautiful. ' he thought
to himself. His thoughts were interrupted when a waiter came over to take
their orders. They both ordered their food and once they were alone again,
Nick pulled her close.
" Happy Birthday
my love. " he murmured, " I have something for you. Close your eyes. "
Serena's eyes
fluttered shut slowly as Nick got up out of his chair to stand behind her,
a small velvet box in his hand. He slowly opened the box and pulled out
a delicate gold chain with a tiny 18 on it surrounded by six tiny diamonds
and emeralds.
" Open you eyes
baby. " he smiled as Serena gasped and looked down at the sparkling little
charm.
" Oh my god, Nicky.
" she smiled widely. " Thank you. " He kissed her gently, long and slow.
When they pulled apart, they both smiled. Their food was served about ten
minutes later and the rest of the dinner was spent kissing and hugging
in between eating.
A few hours later,
Nick, pulled the car back into the driveway.
" Baby, wait here
can you? " Nick asked, kissing her lightly. Serena nodded.
" I'll be back.
" he walked up to the front porch and unlocked the door. Serena watched
as he walked through the doorway and then sat back, waiting for him to
return. A few minutes later, Nick came wandering back out of the house
and took her hand, leading her out of the car and up the walkway.
" What do you
have planned? " she asked.
" Baby, you'll
find out, I promise. " Nick told her. She smiled. Nick opened the door
and Serena's mouth dropped open. Roses and candles now covered the entire
first floor of the house and also lead up the stairs.
" Nick, what does
all this mean? " Serena questioned. He took her small hands in his big
ones and pulled her into his arms.
" Baby, I have
a question for you. You don't have to say yes and I don't want your answer
to be because of me. I love you and I want you to think about this for
a little bit if you need to. "
" I love you too
Nicky, now what's your question. " Serena wondered aloud.
" Sweetheart,
it's your eighteenth birthday and I want to make it special for you. Will
you let me show you the true meaning of love? Will you let me make love
to you? "
Serena was absolutely
speechless and her eyes widened. Her and Nick had discussed this once or
twice before but at the time; neither had felt that it was the moment to
take their relationship to the next level.
" Nick " she started,
not knowing what to say. He interrupted quickly, not wanting to embarrass
her.
" Baby, you can
think this over for a little bit. I'll be up in my room when you decide.
" he reassured her with a gentle hug and a kiss. She nodded.
" I love you and
I respect you either way. " Nick said and started up the stairs. Serena
watched him leave, trying like hell to make a choice.
" Nick! " she
stopped him at the top of the stairs. " Wait! "
He turned around
and wrapped his arms around her when she ran up to him.
" Yes baby? "
he asked.
She said only
one word.
" Yes. "
Nick looked at
her carefully. " I don't want to pressure..."
Serena put a finger
against his lips.
" Yes. " she repeated.
A smiled broke
out on his face and he caressed her cheek gently with his thumb.
" Serena, are
you scared. " he murmured.
" A little bit.
" she admitted.
Nick looked at
her like he could tell that she was trying to be braver than she really
was.
" Okay, fine,
more than a little. "
He smiled gently.
" It's okay to
be scared. To tell you the truth, I'm a little nervous too. " he told her.
She let out a
tiny laugh and a sigh of relief.
" Never thought
you'd be one to be nervous. " she whispered, barely audible, now that she
was incredibly embarrassed.
" Believe me baby,
I'm just praying that I won't mess this up for you. " Nick replied.
" Don't say that
Nick, this will be perfect because we love each other. " she smiled a little.
Nick gave her
and impish grin before lowering his head to kiss her, twining his tongue
with hers. When the kiss was over, Serena found that Nick had been gently
guiding them in the general direction of her bedroom. They now stood in
the doorway.
" Nick..." she
began. Now he was the one to stop her from talking.
" Serena, I don't
want you to talk tonight. I just want us to feel. Don't think about what's
going on and just do what feels right. "
She nodded at
his passionate words, since she didn't know what she was doing. Nick slid
one arm around her back and one supported her beneath her knees as he lifted
her into his arms and carried her to the bed, gently laying her down. Serena
looked like she was about to say something but Nick shook his head at her,
reminding her or what he had said. Gently, he bent down and whispered in
her ear. " Do you want to undress yourself or can I do it? "
" You can do it
if you want to. " she murmured.
Of course
I want to. " he whispered. " I can't wait to see how beautiful you are.
"
Serena looked
at him like she didn't get his true meaning.
" You'll find
out. " he smiled at her as if reading her thoughts.
Slowly he lifted
her arms, planting hundreds of tiny kisses up and down each one, helping
her to relax.
It took a little bit of time, but
when Nick finally lowered his lips to hers she kissed back willingly. Knowing
that she would try to pull away when he started pulling her clothes off,
he kept kissing her and slowly moved his hands to the buttons on her pajama
top she had changed into. Serena didn't even realize what he'd been doing
until her shirt was halfway undone. Nick looked into her eyes and immediately
recognized her expression.
" Serena baby,
calm down. I know you're afraid but I'm aiming to make you feel good, not
scare you into being completely terrified of me. " Nick tried to comfort
her. " Now just take a deep breath and do what I told you. "
She nodded. Nick
could see that after a few minutes she was definitely more relaxed with
him touching her. He smiled as he continued to undo the last two buttons
on her shirt. She breathed in deeply when he pulled apart the two ends,
exposing herself to him. Nick gazed at her with an expressionless face.
Serena looked upset now.
" Nick, maybe
we should..." she started.
He interrupted
her, murmuring quietly. " Baby, how could you have hidden this from me
for a year and a half? You're so amazingly gorgeous. "
Ever so gently
he leaned down and placed the softest kiss at the hollow of her throat.
She let out a quiet sound. He smiled and realized that she was starting
to let go of her inhibitions.
" Sweetie, let
it go. I want to get to know every inch of you. You're gonna have to tell
me what you like the most. " Nick cooed softly, trying to get her to open
up to him. She didn't say anything but Nick's closed eyes flew open when
he felt the touch of her hands on his back, lifting the bottom of his T-shirt
slightly.
He felt her hands shaking a little.
" Baby, you've
seen me shirtless millions of times. It's nothing new. " he grinned cheekily.
Quickly, Nick
pulled Serena up with him and he let her hands pull his shirt off. She
smiled slowly, gaining some confidence. He lightly pushed her back down
on the bed, kissing her playfully in various
spots. She laughed a little but when
she looked up into Nick's eyes, which were darker, almost grayish blue
with passion, she knew he wasn't going to hurt her or do anything she didn't
like. All she saw in his eyes was the love and passion he had for her and
she quickly became more comfortable in his embrace.
A look in his eyes silently asked
her if he could continue. She nodded. He smirked a little before leaning
down to kiss her neck. Her fingers were playing with the little blond hairs
at the base of his neck and it drove him absolutely crazy. Nick knew that
she had no idea what she was doing to him, but figured she'd
find out soon enough. Serena moaned
quietly as Nick's soft lips moved to the flesh of her chest.
" Nicky." she
whimpered as he kissed the valley in between her breasts.
He didn't answer
but kept moving up slowly, dropping tiny kisses before kissing the tip
of one little bud. Serena shivered. He slowly drew circles with his tongue
and she moaned out loud. Ever so gently, he wrapped his tongue around her
pink bud and began sucking softly, like a baby nursing. Serena's reaction
was immediate as he switched back and forth from one breast to another.
" So that's what
you like. " he whispered, pausing for a second.
Since Serena's
fingers were still tangled in his hair, she tugged lightly, letting him
know she wanted him to go on.
" Nicky. " she
whimpered. " Don't stop. "
" I promise baby,
I'll never stop loving you until you tell me to. " he ran his hands over
the skin of her stomach.
" You're so soft.
" he murmured. He fingers remained tangled in his hair as his tongue trailed
lightly along her small body. Nick kissed her stomach, nipping lightly
in certain spots. The sensation of Nick's tongue on her skin felt so good
to her and she didn't know why. He tried to keep his eyes on her face,
not wanting to miss any of her expressions. He slightly dipped his tongue
into her belly button and she
arched up against his mouth. He chuckled.
" A little anxious
there cutie? " he teased.
" Nicky, why does
this feel so good? " she asked, whimpering.
" Baby, that's
a question I can't answer for you. " he smiled.
Her eyes fluttered
shut and she sighed. Nick gently tugged at the waist of her satin pajama
pants, letting her know that he was getting ready to take them off. He
propped her hips up, pulling the sweats down just a little bit. Serena
wriggled uncomfortably without realizing that this made it easier for Nick
to undress her.
He gently slipped down her pants
the rest of the way, kissing the instep of each foot before moving the
material over her ankles. She tried to shy away from him now, pulling away
almost frantically. Nick held her down, kissing and touching her slowly.
" No baby, do
not be scared of me. I'm not gonna do anything to you until you tell me
you're ready. And since you're gonna be completely ready for me before
I even attempt to come into you, you need to know what touching someone
else is like. I want you get used to me, so that you won't be scared of
me anymore. I love your body, it's so beautiful. " he whispered.
She reached out
to him, doing what he asked and touching his soft skin. Nick held her hand
in place over his heart. " Go ahead darling. " he encouraged her.
" It's okay. "
She gently ran
her fingers over his chest, touching his soft skin and feeling his muscles
clench tight. She tickled his stomach lightly and he chuckled a little.
" You think that's
funny huh? " he asked. Then he noticed her staring at him strangely.
" What? " he wanted
to know. She looked down, staring at Nick. He blushed a little when he
realized that what she was staring at was him.
" It doesn't talk.
" he giggled.
She smiled a little
and then her face turned serious.
" Can I touch
you? " she asked. His eyes clouded over with desires and he nodded.
" Of course. "
he whispered. With a shaky hand, Serena slowly touched him through his
boxers. Nick took in a sharp breath, inhaling deeply as her touches turned
from feather light to gentle stroking.
He let himself enjoy her touching
for a few more minutes before putting his hand on top of hers to stop her
gentle motions. Serena looked worried and her eyes asked the question if
she had done something wrong.
" Baby, no, god
that felt so good. But I want to please you. If you're okay with me touching
you I wanna make you feel how much I love you. " he smiled slightly.
" Nicky, I'm not
scared anymore. " she told him.His eyes widened but he smiled.
" Thank you baby.
" he murmured, kissing her. Serena felt Nick's fingers tickle along her
hips, making his way to the edges of her panties. She breathed in deeply
but didn't move to stop him. Nick slipped his fingers under the silk, touching
her bare skin gently. His fingers found her tiny nub of pleasure and he
rubbed her lightly, varying the pressure a little bit. She moaned and arched
her hips up, trying to get closer to his hand. Nick smiled at her reaction.
If the littlest touch could make her react like this, he couldn't wait
to see what she would do later on.
" Baby." he breathed.
Serena just nodded,
knowing what he was going to ask. He smiled before hooking his pinky fingers
underneath the silky material and pulling it down ever so slowly. Nick
slid her underwear down her legs,
tossing it over the edge of the bed
once he got them off. She was about to try and shield herself from him
again but one look in Nick's eyes and she knew she didn't have to. His
fingers drifted over her again he was extremely surprised to find how wet
she was.
" Sweetie, I wanna
make you feel good. Will you let me do this for you? " he whispered.
She was a little
unsure but as Nick stroked her hair and kissed her she knew she would let
him.
Nick recognized
her submitting and gently kissed down her body until he settled himself
between her legs. Serena laughed a little as his hair tickled her thighs.
Ever so gently Nick flicked his tongue out and tasted her. She arched upwards
involuntarily. A loud moan escaped her and she whimpered as he gently spread
her lips apart and licked her clit. Nick continued nibbling, sucking, and
licking until her felt her begin to tense up. Serena whimpered for him
to continue when he stopped, but he refused to do that. He smiled lightly
and stood up from the bed, hooking his fingers in the waistband of his
boxers and pulling them down before climbing back on the bed.
" Serena baby,
are you ready for this? " he asked, looking into her eyes. She nodded.
" I promise I'll
try not to hurt you. "
She sighed, trusting
him completely. Nick slowly moved over her and settled himself in between
her thighs, making sure not to rest his full weight on her small body.
" Baby, I'm so
sorry if I hurt you. " he whispered before pushing himself inside of her
as slowly and gently as possible. When he felt himself pressed against
he wall of innocence he hesitated for a moment and bit his lip. Serena
knew what he was about to do and closed her eyes tightly, holding onto
him for dear life. Nick felt her nails digging into his back and knew she
was as ready as she could ever be for what he was about to do.
" Baby, do you
want me to do this fast or slow? " he breathed in deeply.
" Fast. " she
whispered, hoping that the pain would lessen quicker that way.
Nick nodded and
leaned down, kissing her hard, bruising her lips as he thrust quickly into
her. Serena gasped as a sharp pain shot through her. She seemed to feel
it in every inch of her body. It only took Nick two or three more movements
to be fully inside her. He stopped as soon as he was fully sheathed and
looked into Serena's eyes.
" Baby, are you
okay? " he murmured.
" Nicky, it hurts, it hurts
so bad. " she whispered as tears filled her eyes.
" Shh sweetie,
I know. " he tried to comfort her, promising not to move until she said
so. " It'll stop soon. "
Her kissed her
lightly, stroking her hair until she told him she was okay. A few minutes
later, as Nick had said, the pain began lessening. Serena gazed into his
blue eyes and reached up to run her fingers through his hair. Nick cleared
her tears away as she told him to go on.
" I'll make love
to you, like you want me to, and I'll hold you tight, baby all through
the night, I'll make love to you, like you want me to, and I will not let
go till you tell me to. " Nick whispered in her ear as he moved slowly,
thrusting his hips gently. Serena moaned loudly, never knowing that making
love was like this. He smiled as she started responding, her hands running
up and down his back and she kissed his neck as she buried her face in
his shoulder.
" Baby you feel
so good. " he murmured. " I wanna be deeper. "
Serena's eyes
fluttered open and she pulled him closer. Nick took this as a yes and thrust
against her harder. She bucked her hips up to meet his and Nick gasped
at the new feelings. A new wave of pleasure rolled through Nick when he
felt Serena's walls tighten around him.
" Baby...Serena..."
he whimpered in a moan, breathing raggedly. " Are you feeling good? "
" Yes Nicky. "
she moaned softly. He shivered when she called him that so breathlessly.
" Baby..." he
moaned passionately, beginning to thrust into her a little harder and faster.
Nick was nearing the edge of release and so was Serena a few minutes later,
although she didn't quite know what was happening.
" Nicky, what's
happening? " she moaned.
" Shh...baby it's
gonna feel really good in a second. " he murmured, sucking lightly on her
neck.
He thrusted his
hips one last time before feeling Serena's silk walls clamp down around
him and exploded inside her, feeling pleasure like nothing before. Nick
groaned loudly, tilting his head back and biting his lower lip. Serena
called out his name, her nails digging into his back as she felt a few
powerful contractions shake her body.
Nick kissed her neck, face and shoulders, helping to ease them both through
the ecstacy they were feeling. As they both came down from their emotional
highs, Nick gently pulled away from her and rolled over on his side, pulling
her tightly into his arms. Serena sighed softly, her head resting in the
crook of Nick's arm.
" Sweetie are
you alright? " he whispered, stroking her hair and lacing his fingers through
hers to hold her hand. She smiled.
" I'm just perfect
Nicky. " she told him. He leaned over to kiss her lightly.
" I never thought
I could be so happy..." he murmured "...until I met you. "
Her eyes filled
with tears. She didn't know how she could have gotten a guy who was sweeter
than Nick.
" You're so special
to me. " he sighed. " I love you so much. "
" I love you too
Nicky. " she smiled.
He pulled her
against him, laying her head gently on his bare chest.
" Baby, are you
tired? " he asked, yawning a little.
" Mmmhmm. " she
half answered, already half alseep in his arms.
He laughed a little
before rubbing her back gently. The last thing Serena heard before she
fell asleep that night, was Nick whispering to her.
" Happy Birthday
Baby. "