Somewhere between
the procrastination
And the homework
And the incessant forwards
And the friendships
And the nasty cafeteria food
And the calls to each other complaining about crushes
Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends
And the "I miss you's"
And the "I love you's"
And the "What are we doing tonight's"
And somewhere between all of the changing & growing..
Somewhere between the classes
And the skipping classes
And the studying for tests
And the pretending to study for tests
And the downright not studying for tests...
I forgot.
I forgot what high school is all about.
I forgot what it meant to cry
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy.
And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart.
I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future.
I forgot that you can't control falling in love
And that you can't make yourself fall in love.
I learned that I can love.
I learned that it's okay to mess up
And it's okay to ask for help
And it's okay to feel like crap.
I learned its okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a
whole day.
I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have.
I learned that the greatest thing about high school isnt the parties
or the drinking or the hook-ups...
It's the friendships which means taking chances.
I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things
which we
most need to talk about.
I learned that letters from friends are the most important thing
And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better.
But, basically, I just learned that my friends
Both old and new
Are the most important people to me in the world
And without them, I wouldn't be who I am today
So this is a thank you to all of my friends
For always being there and I love you.
Annonymous
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