AJ rolled over
in bed and stretched his arm, looking for Ali. All he met was the empty
bed. His eyes flew open as he shot up in bed. She couldn’t have left him
again, could she? He looked frantically around the room as he quickly got
out of bed pulling his pants on. She wasn’t anywhere he looked. He sighed
running his hands through his hair.
“Ali?”
“Hmm?” came the
reply from the arm chair facing the window. He sighed in relief as he walked
in her direction. He looked at her sitting there with a cup of chocolate
on her hand, watching the rain outside.
“What are you
doing baby?” he said pulling lightly at her arm so she’d give him room.
He sat down and pulled her on his lap. She mumbled something as she relaxed
against his chest.
“What was that?”
he asked softly kissing her shoulder.
“Nothing.” She
murmured sipping her drink.
“Ali, I want to
talk to you.”
“Shoot.” She said
turning her head so she could see his face
“Do you regret
anything that happened between us?” he asked looking into her eyes
“Yes.” She said
turning on his lap, putting the cup aside, as a look of shock set on his
face.
“Please don’t
tell me last night was mistake Ali. I couldn’t take you leaving me again.
Please don’t-”she shut him up with a kiss. Slowly she pulled apart as he
stared at her.
“I don’t regret
what happened last night. It wasn’t a mistake. It was the smartest thing
I’ve ever done in my life.” She smiled down at his planting soft kisses
on his face. He closed his eyes enjoying the feeling as his arms wrapped
themselves around her waist.
“What I regret
is ever leaving you the first night we met. I’ll never forgive myself for
that.” She said resting her head on his shoulder
“Please do.” he
said kissing her neck “I have.”
She looked up
at him and smiled, kissing him softly. “Where do we go from here?” she
asked hugging his body
“I don’t know.
To wherever the future tells us to. I want to make this work Ali. Please
tell me your willing to put up with being the girlfriend of a pop star.”
He whispered against her mouth.
She smiled “Does
that mean I’m you girlfriend?” he chuckled kissing her once again
“Well, if you
don’t want to.” He said rolling his eyes
“Yeah, yeah. But
seriously J. I am willing to do anything if it means I can be with you.
I have this weird feeling in the pit of my stomach that I’m not sure if
it’s love, but I sure would like to stick around to find out.”
He smiled at the
girl in his arms, but soon the smiled turned into a frown. “There’s something
you should know too.”
“What’s that?”
“I’m going away
on tour tomorrow night.”
“Oh.”
“Yeah, but I don’t
want that to be in our way. I promise I’ll call you every change I get
and when you get away form school you can fly up to meet us and-” she again
cut him off with a kiss. He chuckled as she pulled apart
“You enjoy doing
that way too much.”
“You’re just irresistible
like that. I am quite crushed you are leaving so soon, but I think if I
lived 6 months of you hating me, I think I can live 3 months of you loving
me from afar.” She smiled as he kissed her lips.
“What did I do
to deserve you?”
“I think we kinda
deserved each other.” She whispered laying her head on his shoulder again
“So Ali baby?
What are you doing tonight?” he asked kissing her fingertips as a grin
appeared on her face
“Hopefully you.”
She murmured causing him to let out a laugh, kissing her lips.
Outside the rain
had stopped, leaving the green grass wet, the flowers exhaling their perfume
even more. The sky was clear and decorated by a rainbow.