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All Roads Lead to Rome
Chapter 15 - What Life Through Yonder Window Breaks
They stopped for Chinese take-out at The Golden Buddha, and placed their dinner
order: spicy Kung Pao chicken for Spike, chicken and broccoli for Buffy, and
chicken chow mein for Xander. Side dishes, too – an assortment of comfort
yummies: fried wonton, spareribs, roast pork fried rice, eggrolls and the
ubiquitous fortune cookies. Enough food to gorge an army with, or at least
three people talking about their future plans.
The walk back to Spike’s apartment was made in companionable silence. She
smiled to herself, at what a picture they must have made. Arm-in-arm-in-arm,
Buffy in the middle. Two men and a Slayer. For a moment, she felt like a
protected little girl, linking arms with the man she loved on one side, and her
oldest male friend on the other. It had been a long time since she’d felt so
cared for.
Unlike previous times in her life, she didn’t equate the sense of security and
protection as personal weakness. These two men weren’t telling her that she
needed looking after, that she was weak and incapable. They were adding their
strength and love to hers, lifting her up beyond her own sense of self. It was
a good, solid feeling; one she hoped wouldn’t be soon lost.
She almost gave in to the desire to skip down the block.
Once inside the apartment, Spike bypassed the tiny kitchen, opening all the
food containers at the livingroom table. Buffy brought out paper plates and
cups and Xander pushed the table away from the couch so that the three could
sit down comfortably on the floor.
They prattled on as they ate – basic small talk about travel and Slayers at
large. The vampire regaled everyone with what he’s called “Hair Gel Tales from
the Evil Empire,” Buffy told them all about Dawn’s thriving in Rome, and her
growing competency with ancient human and demon languages.
Finally, Xander broke the peaceful reverie with a loud, soul-satisfying belch.
“Ooops, sorry folks. Think I’ve just reached my food limit. Which is of the
good, seeing that there’s no more food to be had.” Rolling his shoulders to
loosen an odd kink or two from sitting on the ground, he said: “I’ve got a few
things I’d like to talk about with both of you.
“Buff, you asked me if I had plans to go back to Africa. I could do that – I
was going to, as soon as Sela was with Giles, like I said before. I couldn’t
think of a single reason to stay here one moment longer than necessary. I sure
hadn’t planned on spending time with you, even once I’d heard you were here.”
With a sad smile, she said, “I understand, Xander. We’d stopped reaching out to
one another. I mean, we all left for different continents, for crying out loud.
It was just too easy to let everyone and everything else go.”
“Yeah, but this is old territory between us. The new and improved info is
what’s important. When Spike popped up behind you – well, you saw my reaction.”
Spike snickered. “Yeah, git – tried to change my sexual preference in one easy
lesson.”
“Ha ha, Fangboy, very funny, but you’re not gonna make me stray from my path
here. What I wanted to say was that for the first time since Anya died, and
probably a while before that… I felt a connection to someone else. I wanted to
talk to you, Spike – to find out what happened to you. It mattered to me.
“And as for you, Buff – you practically glowed walking out of that elevator.
You looked so much like the girl I fell head over heels for outside of
Sunnydale High.”
“I remember Willow telling me something about you and a skateboard, and a
handrail,” the blonde giggled. “Guess I really did knock you off your feet.”
“You were a knockout, in that most literal of senses, and it’s taken almost
eight years to see you that carefree again. I think it’s worthwhile sticking
around to enjoy your company, if you and Spike don’t mind.”
“Told you before mate, not a problem for Buffy’n me. S’just you need a place to
stay. In a pinch, you can kip here for a night, but we’d be like three peas in
a very tight pod.”
“Es no problemo – the Xan-man can always find a place to stay. And did I just
revert to high school geek boy talk? I am so ashamed I hang my head,” he
groaned.
Pushing away the remnants of her dinner, Buffy scooted over to her favorite
vampire, who lifted the petite blonde and settled her into his lap. Leaning
back against his chest, she sighed, wistfully.
“You know, it’s been only a few days since the world has changed for us all,
and I’ve been too caught up in just being happy to give any thought to what
comes next.” Chewing lightly on her bottom lip, she continued. “I left my
sister and my whole existence in Rome dangling when I flew here. I mean, it
wasn’t a difficult decision to make,” she said, softly stroking Spike’s cheek.
“I had to see for myself that he’d come back.”
As if seeking to reaffirm his presence, Buffy burrowed her face into the crook
of the vampire’s neck and hugged him until he practically creaked.
“Bloody hell, pet,” he winced. “M’not goin’ anywhere soon. Have some mercy on
the ribs.”
“What’s the matter, baby? Can’t you take a little lovin’?”
“From you, Slayer? Any time,” he said, pressing little butterfly kisses up and
down the smooth column of her exposed neck.
Clearing his throat, Xander said, “Do I have to get out the fire hose, people?
You’re raising the ambient temperature in this room by leaps and bounds, and
I’m not the one who needs to worry about combusting here.
“Now that I have your attention, I’ve got a couple of ideas I’d like to explore
with you both. Seems to me that before your smoochfest a moment ago, Buffy was
heading in my direction, in that ‘where do we go from here’ way. Without all
the singing and dancing, of course.
“Looks like none of us have any real direction right now, other than a desire
to do the right thing. Guess that’ll be our reason d’etre until we die… and don’t
come back. None of us trust Wolfram & Hart and nobody’s comfortable with
the idea of working side by side with Angel and his crew. But we do
trust each other.
“We’ve also worked with each other for years, so there’s a sense of what works
and what doesn’t, and nobody has anything left to prove. I think we have the makings
of a business venture at hand, and I’d like to know what you guys think before
I continue to speak until I run out of words.”
Looking at Spike for confirmation before she replied, Buffy cracked her
knuckles. “Xan, I’m willing to see what you have in mind, and Spike is willing,
too. The sooner he disassociates himself from Angel, the better it’ll be for
all of us. I’d love for us to be able to stand on our own.
“When Angel moved to LA, he had a good idea… to help the helpless on a person
by person basis. Cordy helped him form his efforts into a viable business. I’m
not thrilled with the pay for savingness of it all, but I think it’s an idea
that can work. Keep it small, keep it trustworthy.”
“It’s a niche that needs to be filled,” Spike agreed, “’cause ever since
Captain Forehead went corporate, the little folk lost their easy access to
help.”
“Terrific!” the brunet exclaimed. “Even got a name picked out for the agency.
How does Phoenix Investigations sound to you?”
“Why would you call it…” the Slayer trailed off, somewhat confused.
“Oh pet, it’s absolutely poetic. Good on you, Xander. Both of us having risen
like the phoenix from death, and me, literally from ashes.”
Looking at Xander with a new sense of appreciation, Spike cocked his head.
“Actually works for us all, Slayer. This isn’t the same whelp we knew in
Sunnyhell. S’like the African sun burnt away the child and left a new man.”
Buffy’s hazel eyes sparkled with excitement as she rose from the blond
vampire’s comfy lap and walked over to the table. Picking up a fortune cookies,
she handed it to her friend. “I think we have the bare bones of something
worthwhile here. Why don’t we cap off the night with the reading of the fortune
cookie – and you can do the honors.”
Cracking open the cookie and reading the paper fortune to himself, Xander
smiled broadly and handed it to the vampire.
After staring at the little slip of paper for a moment, Spike read it aloud.
“Your future lies entwined with your most trusted companions.”
Maybe, just maybe, they were off to an auspicious beginning.
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