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| Spike |
| Little William The baby of our fanged misfortunate family. Our little ugly ducking, except that he was never ugly. What can I say about Spike except that he's a sweetheart. Always has been. Dru knew what she was doing when she picked him. If only I could have had her guidance when I chose mine. Spike is a bad boy, but he's sensitive - probably because he was a poet. He wrote me a poem once; it wasn't that bad, still he was determined to put William the Bloody behind him, and I'd say he did, except for his fragile heart when it comes to matters of love. |
| Spike is beautiful; he's killed two Slayers and that makes him absolutely delicious. He gave me pride when Angel, my own child, made me feel nothing but shame. And he knows how to treat women. Sometimes he gets a little cocky, but when he's in love with someone, like Dru for instance, he's completely dedicated and generous with his affection. Sometimes I wish he was mine, but he belongs to Dru, even if they are no longer together I never imagined that they'd break up. Then again, I never imagined I'd be a mommy, in the human sense of the word, so who knows with this cruel wacky world. |
| The only thing I ever truly punished Spike for was when he carelessly fed off the gypsy family, condemning my hope of getting Angel back; I suspected then, and I know now that he didn't want Angel to come back. Believe me when I say he paid very dearly for his blunder. Still, Spike always respected me and gave good conversation. He's quite intelligent. The loss of Dru has left him a bit wounded, I think. You see, Dru and Spike may not be together, but he never forgot her, he never stopped respecting her. If Angel\Angelus only respected me the way Spike does Dru maybe then everything would be different and better. |
| Spike is a rare gem, always rebellious, always a lover. His fixation with Buffy is disgraceful to him, it sickens me, but he always counters my disapproval with my situation with Lindsey. Yes, Spike is a smart one and quick. He loves Buffy; she won't tell him she loves him. I won't tell Lindsey I love him (that's not me admitting that I love a human man); Lindsey loves me (that's his problem, don't'cha think?) Gee, isn't that f**king peachy, makes you think we should all just double date at the ice skating rink, huh? First she took my boy, now she's taking little William - if she hurts him, if she breaks his heart I will kill her. Besides, she and I were rather rudely (not to mention cowardly) interrupted the last time, hm. |
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