| To Pieces anywhere i am my happiness unforgiving so different, so beautiful i crave the air i breathe take it in so far i've never felt so alive so calm, so myself so deep my thoughts surrounded by the gods of wisdom i'm on the floor, yet floating still my eyes, the glisten reborn so magical, so pure i am myself and one with you forever entwined free me now from everything i want to leave with you i don't know where or when or how but to be alone with you and laugh and feel awakened i miss your breath, your mouth, your touch i love you loving me to pieces |
| Leaving You i've only seen myself the way you see me my eyes so full of all i've felt my eyes which carry so much pain, those eyes that used to make you melt to be wide open endless nights without you there to care or speak and everything i love today is seeming same, just getting weak except for you, because to change, for you to do is like a chore and it's too bad things that i live for fuck me over even more and now i know you won't remember these little chats of ours we used to have and i don't know if i believe in me without you preaching who i am why can't you tell me what you want can't you just lie and take it all away then leave and don't be back for long to make me wonder why i stay i've been around so many times and seen so much my heart explodes but seeing you leave without goodbye is ripping me inside the most i pray for you to wait for me i pray for you to change and give me more i tell myself you'll realize someday what i was fighting for but i leave i run so fast so out of breath i run to someone's open arms they tell me they'll be there for me to keep my wounds away from harm but i don't know if i exsist without you what is left of me without you can't turn around though realize without you i'm deserving so much more |
| All We Lost all i can say is i hope you believe believe that someday you can achieve a love that was lost to have it again i pray you'd enjoy it more than our end makes me cry so hard to know that we didn't last all that we've gone through you've forgotten our past but it'll stay with me always cuz not a night passes by i don't think of the old us as i try not to cry the way you used to kiss had no anger at all i know "i'm sorry's" won't save what we can't control but i'm still sorry for everything that we have lost and all that i gave, which wasn't my most i try not to say sorry but forgiveness i seek this all seems so hard cuz i still can't believe believe in the fact that it was over so fast believe how you're acting i just hope it won't last you once were so soft but i just never knew who you really were i wish it was true i'd shut my eyes tightly and try to pretend that caring and warm you'd be in the end i'd taste every kiss as though it was our last but never even imagined it'd be over so fast i still can't remember the last time we spoke you call me a whore deep down i hope it's a joke i try to talk back feel my mouth drying up i just can't insult all we once gave up but keep eating away at all that we were as i finish my smoke and say not anymore and sometimes at night when i'm not sleeping at all i see all sick truth and in tears i would fall but i pray to god that someday it would be you will ache like i did and cry out for me |
| I Still Miss You i used to feel so close to you lying down to find each other amongst all jagged and torn and the cold nights you'd never leave give as much as you ever could hold my hands tight in yours your callouses i still would remember against my own skin i still feel close no matter how far still feel my soul sewed to your heart i'll never forget what we were won't see any other truth with my eyes closed i can still taste your mouth can imagine you near but it's been too many nights of being with to be without you here i knew this would happen where from could this be i think i've had a taste before in past memories i want you to touch me again i need to hear your breath because it's unbearable here and i still miss you |
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