I know you have to leave me and things will never be the same The tears won't stop falling and all I feel is pain I will never forget the fun times we had But, now all that is left are memories, those will never fade. I just have to think about the past, it's the only way to make those good times last. Life is full of ups and downs, I guess I just have to deal. I'm not sure how you did it, but my heart you did steal. Your words are sweet and kind, this is something I never thought I'd find. My happiness just seems to be slowly fading away, and everything would be different now if only you could stay. I guess that's why I hate to get attached, because I'll be caught in this dreadful trap, and in the end, alone again, my mind, it just might snap. I remember the first time I saw you, I told Liz you would be mine, and sooner or later you were, all you needed was time. I wanted so much for you to have the feelings that I do, and for you to understand me and me to understand you, too. I just wish you could hold me forever and never let me go. Maybe we could be together again......... I wish I could know. There are many questions to ponder in my mind, and many answers that I hope to eventually find. Sometimes letting go of things, is very hard to do. There's no regret from me and I hope none from you. I know this isn't love, but everything before. I wish I could see my future and what I have in store. (author) Lauren F. Anderson |