Just Once Bringing with it the fears In the dark It lingers The pain, anger, hate, spite, loneliness In the dark i fear The reoccuring dreams Dreams of numerous faces Laughing and jeering at me pointing with their fingers at my tear-soaked face Dreams of my dim future My future with me ending up Just as everyone had told me alone, afraid, hurt, so close to death i could taste it Taste the bitter reality Dreaming of turning out just like my mom I can't do it anymore I deal with the never-ending pain I can't take anymore For once in my life i want something to go right For once i want to feel like i belong somewhere Just once to feel like someone loves me To feel they love me without obligation or pity in mind I feel the coldness creep into my heart steal the warmth and the little love it used to hold I'm alone in the dark cold, afraid , tired, Tired of the fear and tired of the constant pain that stabs my heart I want so much for it to end I want so much to feel Feel anything besides the pain © Shauna Jones, 2003 |
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