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August,23rd 2001 ...... 9:11:45 PM
Wow, 2 straight journal in a row, it has been a long time since i update this journal two days in a row .... so, be happy
i just feel a bit "low" during the last few days, i don't even touch my 9 chapter homework at all, i just don't feel like doing it .... i feel so stupid by not being able to solve those "simple" maths , i did nothing at all for the last 2 days and i just feel TIRED, real fatigue means bad mood ....
Listening to music is all what i can do, it doesn't cost me any money at all .. at least not directly, i know that i still have to pay for the electricity
Sorry, but i really don't know what to write anymore .... so i have to end this mini-update here ... goodbye for now .. peace and out ..

August,22nd 2001 ....... 6:33:33 PM
i think today's journal will be my review for my foundation class in RMIT... i'm in the applied science class and it's a surprises me that about 80% of my classmates are Indonesians... the first thing on my mind was "COOL" but the second thought was "i don't think i can improve my English this way " ... but anyway i just have to suck it up and accept that like a man
The first class that i'm going to review is my Computer Science class, i get a lot of nice friends here, some from Bandung and 1 from Jakarta .... but the part that i don't like is the teacher, i'm not saying that she is stupid, but i don't think she can "connect" with the student's mind (hopefully YET) .. i'm sure she is smart but she can't teach us that well, sometimes she only talked to a few students and the other might felt a bit left out
Next is my English class, it's one of the good classes..... the teacher is nice and she is more like a friend than a teacher, she has a lot of experience on teaching and i think that help her much in teaching me .... and also, she doesn't give me much homework (none until now except the reading stuffs)
Apllied Math is next to be reviewed .... This is also a good class, the teacher is still young and i think he still studying something in RMIT , he gives some homework .. not too little but also not too much , just fine
The last one is my Pure Math class, ...... Man, i don't know what to say about this class, i am totally speechless, the 1st class was totally a disaster for me, i was 1 hour late because i didn't know that the timetable was changed ... and to make it worse, the teacher gave 3 chapter of homework for 5 days.... the second class was on Tuesday and it was nice and i saw that the teacher is teaching in a better way, BUT he gave another SIX chapter of homework for only TWO days ... how do i suppose to finish that??? I AM JUST SIMPLY SPEECHLESS FOR THIS CLASS and i don't know how to feel anymore
in overall, i'd say that all classes are good (maybe the CS class can be better though)... the only thing that i have to complain is the fact that the Pure Math homework is just TOO MUCH!!! i just have to try my best and let it flow .......
*still speechless*
thank you for reading, whoever you are and that's about it for today

August,17th 2001 ....... 4:32:19 PM
first of all, i have three birthday shoutouts ..... the 1st one is for my friend Ivana whose birthday is on 15th and then Agung whose on 16th and the last but not least for my home country Indonesia which birthday is today.... well, Ivana should be 19 years old now, while Agung is likely to be 20 now and Indonesia is 56 years old (at least i think so)
Back to the journal (which i haven't been able to update as often as i hope) .... i'm sorry for not updating this section as much as i supposed to do (it's not like a lot of people read this anyway !!!).. but still this site is 100% pure just for my fun and it's just a simple way to practice my English and my writing (i'm sure that i'm not that good)
my story is going to be about my foundation class in RMIT which started on August 15th ... but first , i just want to tell you that on August 13th until 15th i had hiccups(sp?) , those three days were my worst days EVER!!!!!!!!!!....... i was totally feeling sick and tired with it, luckily it's gone now .... and hopefuly it's not going back
back to my foundation stories, the day started on August 14th , it was the day for enroling .. basically i did nothing except enroling to RMIT applied science class ... then, the 1st day of my foundation study began, i was on group 5 because i choose Computer science oven Chemistry and the day ended , the 2nd day was a disaster, suddenly i'm transfered to group 6 without telling me .. so i was late 1 hour ( not just me, but the other guys did too) .... and today was a so-so day, because i've anticipated all the possibilities and i didn't get any surprises at all
sounds fun , huh?? well, i think so too, but unfortunately i got like a lot of homeworks, my applied math class already have 2 chapters for homework while my pure math class have 3 chapters for homework ....... i got 2 words for them "S*CK IT!!!!" .... not in a bad way though hahahahahahhaa, LoL :þ
Well, that's about it for today's journal ..... damn shame that i can't guarantee that i'm going to update this section a little bit more constant ... shame on me :(

August,7th 2001 ..... 5:30:57 PM
Well, basically the last 2 days were off days for me, i didn't go anywhere at all and stayed at home all day long ...... i wasn't feeling very good at that moment
Right now, i'm doing absolutely nothing and practically wasting my time..... but that's ok because i won't have free time anymore when my foundation started
PS update, man FF 8 is really annoying, decided to stop playing that shit but not give up at that shit yet, i just temporary playing Harvest Moon the RPG that supposed to be not stressing my small brain
i'm just plain bored here and i miss my Indonesian friends, i want them back!!!!! it's not fair, why do i have to be separated by thousands of miles with them??????????? but that's ok, i'm going to be strong and deal with it, i just need some time to adjust my life here
thank you for your attention, peace and out

August,4th 2001 ..... 1:06:07 AM
a little bit pissed off right now, i don't know why and i don't want to know why ..... it's just simply a breakdown, a real sudden breakdown .... i hate to feel this way but i can't help it .....it feels terrible but that's the way i am , i do this stuffs and i don't intend to change it .......... it fits my characteristic
i think i'm going to spend my night by listening to music, something i rarely do after i arrived here ............ i hope some music will help to get back on track.. hopefully so
right now, i'm a bit curious about my friend back in Jakarta .......... i haven't heard anything about her since i left Indonesia and it bothers me , eventhough not THAT much but it still bothers me in some way
enough for bad mood only journal

August,1st 2001 ...... 6:58:32 AM
WoW, my first August journal, and i do it in the morning...my july's journal can be seen at the bottom of the journal's page.....
yesterday i met my friends here and we went around the neighbourhood..... i couldn't go far because my feet were kinda hurt and my friend's stomach is kinda sick.... basically we just walked around without knowing where to go
later that night, he wanted to go out and get something to eat with his friend and asked me to come along..... but unfortunately, i had eaten my dinner and kinda felt sleepy, so i decided not to join the fun
this morning, i have a reason why i wake up early, i do this because i have to go to the Indonesian consulate at 9:00 ...... i have some idea where that place is located but i'm not sure if i can reach it on time and without being lost .... so i'll just keep my fingers crossed
i don't know what to say anymore for today's journal but i can say that after i arrived here, i don't have that much access to the computer anymore , so i can't update this journal everyday unlike when i was still in Jakarta .... so just feel free to email me and i'll reply back for sure

5:58:28 PM
wow, tired , back from the Indonesian consulate .... as i thought, i was lost for a few precious minutes ..... why precious???? because i arrived there at 3:27 and they closed at 3:30 , so i couldn't process my arrival to them ..... damn shame, i have to go back again tomorrow ...... SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!