Love, Hearbreak, and Pain


Love: Its a word that i dont believe in. An emotion I've never known. Its a fantasy dream that lovers think of. And it is found in their heads not their hearts.

Heartbreak: A word i know all too well. It goes hand in hand with disillusion and tears. The feeling of failure, rejection and disaproval. It found not only in my heart, but in my head too.

Pain: The ruler of my life. Decisions made judging on how much pain would follow them. How many tears would be shed afterwards. The emperor, the czar, the force of my being.

You: The one who made the world seem a little brighter. Everytime I see you. the skies go from gray to blue. I look into your eyes and I can see the truth to your words. I can see that you feel what I feel.

Pain: A thing of the past. hung on the shelf next to my sixth grade yearbook. next my gymnastic slippers and my plush monkey. A distant memory when im with you.

Heartbreak:A feeling that still lives in me. but only when ur not around. "when i cant touch you, . . . hold you, . . . see you again"

Love: a word that u taught me to believe in. An emotion you taught me to express. The word that never would form on my lips before you. And what I feel for you, even when I dont show it.