My Bisexuality
By Starema
© 2-12-03

Bisexuality
A choice, or not.
For me it is not a choice.
It is a necessity to follow.
A man and a woman is so inviting.
Two men coupling for me is so hot.
Two women showing how much they care is not enough.
Twosomes, threesomes, foursomes, more
Only bring spice into a fragrant bowl.
Two women and a man is so enticing
But my favorite coupling is two men and my voluptuous body.
To be with a man is like a lock and key.
It fits together so naturally.
But to feel it from the back door entry
Fills me up, eliminating that empty feeling.
I never want to let it out.
The emptiness is so overwhelming.
I can understand two men’s need to become one.
A kiss with a man sends me shivers of joy,
But when I kiss a woman I love it transcends the stars.
A man has its place and so does woman.
To be made love to, caressed, fawnicated,
Brings me to a place that speaks devotion.
With a man it is the act and the art, but
For me a woman in my bed is not about
The culmination, it is about the journey.
MY ROOM
© 4-6-03

I pondered my feelings
About each and every room
Trying to decide which I could
Call my very favorite
So many would pick the bedroom
I do not have a library, den, or office
So it comes down to my bedroom
Living room or kitchen
But then I decided I too
Would call it the bedroom
It is a slumgallion of things
This not very well decorated room
For you see I moved from one bedroom
My precious room to my son’s room
It now has lilac sheer curtains and white blinds underneath
The curtains my mom decided she was buying
It has white Christmas tree lights on the ceiling
Wrapped as if a square shaped maze
A license plate of his first car dangles by
Two dart boards on one wall next to an atomic clock
One wall has my TV, dvd, vcr, bookcase, vcr cabinet
Why did I ever move in here
A wall – in closet must have been the case
The room is smaller that I realize now
My queen size bamboo look headboard is the best
Piece of furniture in the room
It is a cozy room, my dresser stayed in the other room
Too big for this one, unfortunately
But cozy it is and I like that and the sunlight doesn’t blind me
In the morning
It is a quieter room too, the other I would hear fights
From a block a way.
So this is a room I spend to sleep away my time
I never finished putting this room together
Because then I would have to tear down all vestiges of my son
I surely do miss him.
This place is no longer a home