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| Repetition of this melodic tune. 'Til the chant and I united... as one entity.. I would requite anything to regress to that period of time.. Truth be known... and for my own sanity..I must try. It was an existance. Non-feeling. Non-emotional. Loneliness, that emptiness.... wasn`t tormenting.. Let me say that I quit thinking of what I wanted or I needed... desired or dreamed of. Love dwelled inside but wasn`t of the upmost importance. It was buried deeply..and guarded securely. Woe-be-gotten tears were non-existant. A complacency state of being had evolved. Therefore, pain was impenetrable. But..so was joy...Regardless, 'twas tranquil. I was a rock, I was solid, strong. Unbreakable. It hid the agony that was pent up profoundly within me. I desire to obtain that strength back. It is extigent ..smiling..That I realize this was all a mistake. My feelings are important!!! And Without LOVE & feelings To Share with someone.What or Who am I ?? Starr |
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