Let me fall
Let me cry
Let me shout
Let me die.
You think Im happy,
You think im glad.
You've got it wrong,
Im really mad.
Let me free,
Let me be.
Im suffocating,
Can't you see?
Let me go,
Let me leave.
total sorrow,
Let me breathe.
Sick of lies,
Sick of truth;
Sick of life,
Sick of you
No longer will you bare the pain.
For it brings you to cry.
No longer will you hide in shame.
There’s no reason for you to try.
Quick silver, sharp with vicious glory,
you find within your hands.
Sliding them over your helpless wrists, leaving them with bloody bands. It doesn’t help, for your pain is deep,
and it will not disappear.
You think, a bullet will KILL the pain,
a gun to your head and eyes filled with tears.
The telephones ring echoes through your ears, as the machine picks up in time.You hear your friends voice, deep with concern,
say 'I love you, and goodnight'
with shock and realization, you throw the gun, and cry with all your heart.
You thought that no one cared,
and that you had fallen apart.
Even though you were at war with yourself, and slashed your wrists with a knife. Just a few words from a loving friend, had stopped you from ending your life.
The stars are in her eyes,
The sunshines in here hair.
She smiles like the rest, but you don't see what's there.
Shes lost within the crowed,
Unheard when she cries.
There is something we aren't seeing, something she secretly hides.
She no longer hears the laughter, yet it echos through her mind.
Nothing left to count on,
Nothing left to find.
She cuts away her fears,
Drugs up all the lies.
Her life is fading away,
As her soul slowley dies.
The stars are in her eyes,
The sunshines in her hair.
She smiles like the rest, but you don't see what's there.
~Amber Restorick~
