I've been falling in this abyss way too long
None of the shit they say to me phases
I'm just a lonely bitch
I try to get along with everyone
But where I'm from being different is a crime
They iganore me as I ignore them
The friends I have don't seem to care
I have a world of hate inside my heart
I vent out on my friends and family
I full of rage all pent up
I just long to punch a hole in the wall
You can see hell in my eyes
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I'm just a tortured soul
An empty vessel shrouded by hate
But me illusion is your indecison
I'm so fuckin' messed up
I try to reason
But no one seems to care
A girl lost in a world of so many things
So I don't matter to any one
Who cares for the girl who hangs alone
What matters what happends to her
Fuck all you people, Who gives a shit what you think
Thats right
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All the years of ridicule cannot be earased
The years of being called what I'm not
The past is that past you cannot escape
(Spoken:) I learned that the hard way
So you can lie to me
Say that you like me and use me
Cause once again I don't give a shit what you say
Cause I just wanne be me oh
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Can never be perfect again
Nah Tortured Soul
Copyrighted 2003 Stefanie Larsen