August 20, 2003
Long Time, No Update

    I'm lazy.  And bored.  Bad combination.  I should clean my room tomorrow.  I need to be a neater person.  I'm a slob.  It's not hard for me to admit it either.  I know it's true, that's why.  It's just sad.  My room has like, a CARPET of clothes.  I have a billion loads of laundry.  The stress!!!
    School is starting soon and that makes me nervous too.  Oh well.  I don't care.  Except band practice starts Saturday.  What a bunch of bullshit.  Sorry.  I have a language problem.
    I'm making a costume for next year's GenCon.  I'll probably work there too so I can convince my dad to let us stay for all 4 days.  I'll post a picture of the dress I'm making later.  If any of you can guess, it's Padme's Purple Senate Gown... thingy.  It's really pretty though, trust me.
    Oooo, XPlay is on.  Must watch.

August 14, 2003
Across the Stars

    Bobby came over today.  Of course, my brothers acted like idiots and pissed me off made me upset.  He was giving me a hug and my brothers went "Oh look!  They're kissing!"  And we weren't!!  What a bunch of idiots.
    I love "Across the Stars."  It's just such a cool song.  It's the love theme from Star Wars: Episode II Attack of the Clones. Of course, it was composed by John Williams, as are all of the Star Wars songs.  The man is brilliant.

August 11, 2003
Effing God

    I must be the dumbest person ever.  I am not joking.  The dumbest person ever.  I picked a short locker.  In high school.  Those two phrases shall never be used in the same sentence.  My locker is no where near my friends.  I am suffering severe head trauma.  I'm ready to set myself on fire and go straight to hell as I so delightfully explained to my friend person.
    I think I'm going to put a blog archive.  I should do that.  Yes, I'll do that now as I am calming down.
    I don't have anything to talk about.  I just feel like whining.  Nobody is going to be in any of my classes.  That's royally stupid.  Why put a scared to death little freshman in a class with people that are scaring her?  There is no reason.  They just want to torture me.  As if I'm not scared enough.  The outside of my locker is green.  Why the hell is the inside orange.  It looks like a barf bucket.  I should bring in pink (yes, pink) paint and paint it just for me.  My locker tells me that someone loves someone else.  I don't know who those people are.  I don't know who anyone is.
    Shopping this weekend.  Should be fun.  I wish they'd given me the list for more than two classes.  I don't know what to get.

August 10, 2003
Something Beautiful

    I got a shirt yesterday.  It's very pretty (see blog title).  It's to wear during registration tomorrow because at school registration we have to get our pictures taken for out student passes/I.D.'s.  Nobody is really sure.  All I know is that I'm not planning on looking like a moron, like my boyfriend did.  He didn't know we were getting our pictures taken and he accidentally wore tye dye.  He's so smart.
    Recently, I've been getting really nervous about the start of the year.  I mean, this is high school.  There are a billion hallways at our high school; where at the middle school, it's just a big circle.  I know I'm going to get lost.  Then I'll crash into a senior or some disgusting person.  Or a popular kid.  I hate them.  No.  I do not hate.  I loathe people.  Yes, that's it; I loathe them.  It's not good to hate things.
    One of my friends might have a party on the 29th.  It should be a lot of fun.  Last time we had a party at her house the cops got called.  But they didn't even come to check on us because her neighbors always call the cops.  Besides, there were only about 12-15 people there.  How much noise could we have made?  We were only in seventh grade!
    Other than that, I don't think anything is going on.  Just normal pre-school hype.  I want to go shopping.  I'm going next weekend I think.  I love getting new clothes.