so I wont be hurt every single day.
physically you're with me but someone else is in your mind...
you cant even resist not to check if theres a message on your phone...
the happiness in your smile when you hear her sweet voice
stabs my heart a million times...
I want to scream!!!
I want to tell you ENOUGH!
Its like a one-time, big-time pain.
But my faith on your words holds me back.
It's pretty annoying to write all this shit
but this is my only way to let the pain get out of my heart.
I Trust you...
I do believe in all the things you're telling me
but your actions tells me the opposite.
Maybe you have all the good reasons not to tell the truth,
but denying me in front of my face is a big slap
and right there and then I want to die.
All Im asking is the truth...
You know me, I'll keep on seeking for it until I'm satisfied.
Everybody says that I am so pathetic... the hell I care...
this is what I feel...
