Weak at the mere thought of you. Powerless for it doesn't do me justice. With you around, I lose all the sense of reason. And I hate it, I hate it so much. I hate being right, cause I see the wrong in you. I hate being true, cause I end up prentending anyway. I hate being troubled, cause it leaves me wanting to be there for you. I hate to be considerate, cause you take me for granted. I hate being vulnerable, cause Im left in silent despair. I hate seeing your needs, cause my own needs can't be met. I hate your being gentle, cause in truth, you're tearing up my heart. I hate longing for you, cause I dont know where I stand. I hate thinking of you, cause it makes me wonder if you're thing of me too. I hate your being carefree, cause it drives me foolish. I hate standing up for you, cause I know I'll end up losing. I hate the way I compromise, cause ironically, its only for your benefit. I hate hearing your sweetness, cause I end up believing in lies. And I hate being with you, cause I deliberately lose myself for no reason at all. I hate hating you, cause it leaves me hating myself...