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August 22nd 2000
Hey everyone yeah it's been awhile but there has been someshit going on as usual my life neverceases to amaze me. Let's See on the 18th I went to see Papa Roach,Powerman5000,And Korn with Sam and it was great we had alot of fun Korn kicked ass and well i love papa roach so i was really excited to see them and powermann was cool but they needed more fire!!! I decided to give up on that nameless person from before he's just trouble and i dont need that not to mention hes a liar and many other nasty things. So i went back to the past and im happy now again! This person is great and we get along so much better now than we did before and im really hoping that things work out right htis time and so far they are but i cant let myself get too carried away or before i know it reality will kick me in the ass!!! Anyway Ive reunited with old friends too so its like im re livivng last summer now which is ok with me cos it was the best one of my life so far!!! I have the greastest friends and im glad that there always there for me!!! Well i must be off now it's time to watch the stars and go HOME....love always Jennifer |
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August 3rd,2000
Hello ....ok so i didnt get right back to this right away but some weird things have been happening around here lately...friends turn up missing and ppl i love dissappear with other ppl it;s just been mass chaos!!!! Really not much has changed since the last time except for the fact I am now extremly confused about somethings in my life which isnt new with me. I am always changing my mind constantly. But anyway I am still waiting to have that talk..yeah it keeps getting put off but i guess that happens when the person you're waiting to talk to dissappears for a couple days without warning!!! Anyway I'm not sure I'll even get to talk so for now I think i'm just going to let it all go and see what comes day by day and maybe someday my misery will be subsided but for now i'm still lost in oblivion...never knowing what lies ahead!
SINcerly,
Jennifer |
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JULY 25TH 2000.......
OK WELL WHERE TO START THERE IS SOOO MUCH I COULD SAY BUT IT PROBABLY WOULDNT MAKE ANY SENSE TO ANYONE BUT ME. ANYWAY TODAY SEEMS TO BE AN AGGRIVATING DAY I'M TIRED OF PLAYING STUPID MIND GAMES ALL THE TIME.......
NEVER LIE TO ME,NEVER FALL AGAIN,NEVER BE THE FOOL AGAIN. LEAVE ME AND SPARE ME THE AGGRIVATON OF APATHY. LET THE ANIMOSITY SPILL OUT OF ME,LIKE THE BLOOD YOUR TAINTED HANDS DREW FROM MY HEART,WATCH THE BLACK TEARS FLOW FROM MY EYES AS YOU WALK AWAY TAKE ON ELAST LOOK AND DONT TURN AROUND LET ME USE THE KNIFE NOW TO STAB YOU IN THE BACK AND TAKE FROM YOU ALL THE HATE YOU SPREAD AND PUT IN ME. NEVER LIE TO ME.
I WROTE THAT FOR SOMEONE WHO WILL REMAIN NAMELESS. TONIGHT IS GAME OVER TIME THO COS I CANT PUT UP WITH SHIT ANYMORE. ITS TIME FOR ME TO BE THE STRONG ONE.
ANYWAY ON A BETTER NOTE I JUST GOT BACK FROM GOING TO TWO KICK ASS CONCERTS WITH IN A WEEK. SUNDAY JULY 16TH I WENT TO SEE THE OZZ FEST AND IT WAS REALLY GOOD I HEARD ALOT OF COOL NEW BANDS. THEN JUST THIS PAST SUNDAY I WENT TO THE CROWBAR TO SEE STATIC X, TAPROOT,DEADLIGHTS, AND SLAVES ON DOPE. IT WAS A TOTALLY KICK ASS SHOW TOO!!! IT'S ALOT MORE PERSONAL AT THE CROWBAR...INFACT I GOT TO MEET THE LEAD SINGER OF TAPROOT OUTSIDE THE CROWBAR ON MY WAY TO UNI MART!!! HE IS YUMMIE(LOL) HE WAS REALLY COOL TOO!!! ITS NICE THAT SOME BANDS ARE NICE ENOUGH TO TAKE TIME TO APPRICIATE THEIR FANS AND ACKNODLGE THEIR ADMIRATION. THURSDAY I'M GOING TO SEE KITTIE AND DISTURBED AT THE CROWBAR IF IM LUCKY ENOUGH MAYBE I'LL GET TO MEET DISTURBED AND TELL THEM IVE BEEN LISTENING TO THEIR CD NON STOP FOR A WEEK NOW!!!!
ANYWAY I THINK IVE RAMBLED ENOUGH FOR TODAY...TOMORROW I'LL LET YOU KNOW HOW MY LITTLE DISSCUSION I'M GOING TO HAVE WITH MR. NAMELESS GOES BECAUSE THIS JUST HAS TO BE DONE...SO ITS TIME TO GET BRAVE AND STICK UP FOR MYSELF FOR ONCE AND NOT BE A LITTLE PUPPET ON A STRING!!!
SINCERLY
JENNIFER |
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