one specific change. Earlier, it had been before the pains in his neck from the knockout blow he had taken
that had been absolutely wracking his neck, even with Aeris’s healing contributions. Now it was sheer
frustration, as one more layer of his life had just been piled on that he didn’t comprehend in the slightest.
“Nothing,” Aeris explained again, searching her mind for a way to phrase it that anyone who hadn’t heard it
directly from the planet could understand. “besides the power of the Planet itself can restore life to what has
none. It doesn’t matter what chemicals, elements, or substances are mixed to any degree in any situation.
Hojo was not real, though he didn’t know it himself.”
“Not *real*,” Barret interrupted, snorting in indignation. His dignity was still smarting from the almost
comical way Hojo had managed to dispose of him, and his skin was smarting from being half buried alive by
rubble and stone. “I think we both know that some of the hits we took were real. I don’t think anything that
didn’t exist could do any of that shit!”
“I said wasn’t real,” Aeris corrected, “not that he didn’t exist. Hojo was very much in this plane of the
universe, but he just... well, he wasn’t Hojo. Hojo died in the Meteor explosion in the core of Midgar, but
his works, and his legacy, lived on.”
“His legacy?” Cloud asked, his mind absolutely blown, “who, Sephiroth?”
“Not quite,” Aeris said, “Hojo was quite possibly the most self important and self presumptuous man ever
on the face of this earth. He thought that he would blow away every philosopher, every scientist, every
revolutionary who came before him. Even in college, he kept memoirs of himself, recording some of the
most painstakingly inane aspects of his day as if they would be plastered on billboards for all the future
generations of the Planet to see. He continued these memoirs until a few hours before he died, actually spent
his time recovering from your attack on him mumbling into the same tape recorder as always, refusing to let
his death go unexplained.”
“So how did all this *happen*!?” Cid couldn’t take the hints and the riddles anymore. Every bone in his
body ached, and he hadn’t had a decent cup of tea in weeks. His breaking point was very, very close. “Are
you trying to say we got our asses kicked by some tapes?”
“A microchip, actually.” Aeris held it up, cleaned of the blood it had been stained with when first retrieved.
Vincent had handed it to her after waking her up, and had promptly disappeared, but the small metal chip
had told her all she needed to know. “He stores his memories by him at all times, in his pocket, in case
anything remotely noteworthy happened, he would be ready to record it at a moments notice. His Jenova
transformations didn’t remove his clothes, they absorbed them, simply taking them into his body, the
microchip included. And then came the explosion...”
Aeris cleared her throat, doing nothing to clear the tension. Gathered around her in a half circle was Tifa
Lockheart, Cloud Strife, Barret Wallace and Cid Highwind, her old companions in battle, looking absolutely
baffled, the mystery of what they’d had to do still a riddle even after they had done it.
“I’m not exactly sure what it was... perhaps the mako, the Jenova cells, or most likely some mix of both. It
read the microchip, absorbing the data from the silicon, taking down all of the aspects of Hojo’s life that he
ever deemed necessary to remember- and he felt almost everything that involved him was necessary as such.
Essentially, Hojo’s entire mind was swimming around inside that substance... and all a mind needs is a
body.”
“And that just happened to be Hojo’s...” Cloud said, taking them to the next obvious but necessary step. “So
he *was* reborn, and he *was* real!”
“No!” Aeris insisted, her voice raising higher than she’d wished. “You don’t understand. Hojo’s mind had
been destroyed beyond repair, and no microchip in the world is powerful recreate to take the place of an
actual brain. He was a recording, simply the thoughts and wishes he had experienced in his past, all the
different wants and whims of twenty years blended together in an organic machine. Perhaps more powerful
than any real body, but the mind was limited and always would be, no matter what it thought of itself. So in
the end...”
“...so in the end, it lost.” Tifa finished for her. “But all the work you did... gathering us all together... all the
lives that the Planet restored were useless, and would have failed in the end- even the Legacy weapons- if it
wasn’t for Vincent and Red.”
“It wasn’t my work,” Aeris said, the ultimate corrector on this occasion, “it was the work of the Planet. I
was, am, and always will simply be its messenger, chosen most likely because I had relationships with the
men and women it needed to have its will be done. But I was not its only messenger. Nanaki is perhaps
closer to the planet than any non Cetra should be, the blood that runs in his veins more ancient and nature
based than any human. He heard the Planet’s call, and did its work, finding Vincent.”
“...where was he, anyway?” Cloud asked. “We searched for him for months after Meteor, but he’d
disappeared without a trace.”
“A second penance,” Aeris said, her voice sad. “He’d killed the son of the women he loved, and he simply
couldn’t live with it. He went back to her cave and stayed their, living off the land, hiding from any who
came to find him. You were all there several times, I believe, but he simply receded into the shadows again. I
believe he saw you as people who had driven him to his sins.”
“But Red?” Cid asked, perhaps the closest thing to a friend Vincent had made on the Highwind, and even
the grizzled old pilot sounded a bit wounded. “Red found him?”
“Yes,” Aeris said, “Nanaki went to the caves and offered aloud the two things that Vincent was always in
search of. A final revenge against Hojo, even if in body only, and a chance to amend those he’d hurt by once
again saving the world. It took him a while, but Nanaki was patient, and after a while Vincent emerged.”
“Did we?” Cloud asked, “save the world, I mean? Is this all good and safe for now?”
Aeris looked around, a small smile on her face. “Yes,” she said, “I believe it is.”
And with that, the Cetra stood, smoothed out her dress, and with a small wave good bye, she left.
***
Tyler was cold... he hated the cold. Normally he would have put his knees up to his chest and wrapped his
arms around them, but that wasn’t really possible at this point, as his arms were in very tight knit white
sleeves and wrapped around his shoulders, and he honestly didn’t have the effort in him to break his way out
of the strait jacket. He stared blankly at the wall, wondering if he should be shivering, wondering if he was
even really cold.
Outside the door stood Reeve, looking furious at the pair of orderlies and the doctor who stood in front of
him. He was roughly a split second from smacking the clipboard out of the arrogant fucks hands and then
beating him to death with it. “What do you mean I can’t take him home!?” he demanded, “You always said
he could come if he wanted, and he does now!”
“I’m sorry, Mr. Lucia...” the doctor placated him. “But with what you’ve told us since his return, and what
we’ve managed to get out of him, he is a far more disturbed and dillusional boy than we ever had imagined
before.”
“What the hell are you talking about!?” Reeve was practically screaming.
“Well, sir, are you aware of the several on going law suits from the family of murders people towards
companies that produce, say, violent video games?” the doctor asked.
“Sure...” Reeve said, suddenly baffled about where this was supposed to be going. “They say it desensitizes
the killers. What does that have to do with anything?”
“As far as we can tell, Mr. Lucia, your son may be one of the very few cases where those law suits would
succeed without question,” was the only answer he got from the doctor.
“I don’t understand!” Reeve hissed. “My son didn’t murder anybody!” They had, of course, concealed what
happened under the mountain at Fort Condor, despite the knowledge that while it had been necessary for the
fate of the world, because it would be hard to make anyone understand why a child with a history of mental
illness had needed to go ballistic with a pair of gatling guns.
“Do you know why, Mr. Lucia, your son passed out on your travels?” Reeve was really getting fed up with
the way the doctor kept speaking in essentially the exact same sentences, with maybe two or three words
changed around when the context of the question was different.
“No! Why don’t you tell me?”
“Because he suddenly came into the recognition that what he was doing was real.”
“What? Of course he...” Reeve blinked. “What?”
“It explains so much,” the doctor said, “the difference in his psychological tests, his erratic behavior, his
seemingly multiple personalities while the tests picked up no sign of any such thing...”
In a sudden movement, Reeve seized the front of the Doctor’s jacket, well aware but uncaring of the
suddenly tense orderlies. “You’d better tell me something I can understand about my son,” Reeve growled,
“or you might find out that going crazy on someone is a genetic thing.”
Surprised, but relatively unshaken- he did work with mental patients, after all- the doctor put it into plain
English. “Your son is not sure when his life is real, and when the things he is doing are part of an elaborate
video game.”
Reeve let go of the mans jacket. “Excuse me?” he said, his voice quiet.
“Fantasy and reality, the difference eludes him. Recent tests have confirmed it, tests so usually useless that
they are almost never used unless called for... he suffers from an as yet unnamed syndrome. We believe it
stems from dreams he has, visions so realistic that the afflicted is one hundred percent convinced when he
awakes that they really happened. Living in two worlds, one where no rules apply and anything is possible,
and another in his room, confined and helpless... it skewered the boy’s view of the world, divided reality to
him into millions of fragments, some real, some not.”
Reeve remained silent, staring at the man in wide eyed disbelief.
“Its treatable, Mr. Lucia, but it will take months to know if the medications have been effective. When we
are positive that his grasp on reality has been recreated, you can take him home.”
At a loss for words, Reeve could merely nod. The doctor realized his role here was done, and turned to
leave, not even pausing as Reeve fumbled out muffled thanks. The public relations director and father
walked up to the glass that peered into his sons room, and pulled aside the curtain.
Tyler heard the curtain being drawn, and glanced over from his spot in the corner, eyes widening in surprise.
He knows, Reeve thought to himself, that this is real. He understands that I’m actually here, that’s why he’s
surprised. When didn’t he? When did he think it was just a game? The last time I came here? The killings?
Or did they sprout from real hidden demons that were now just masked by a medical condition?
Tyler gave him a weak smile from his corner.
Taking a deep breath, Reeve waved, and pulled open the door to enter.
***
Vincent Valentine was in a hurry. He was too close to the others, and was in severe danger of being found.
The last thing he needed was a sappy, soulful goodbye, and thanks for doing what he had absolutely had to
do. What would he have told them? That if it wasn’t for his penance, his obligation, he would have said to
Nanaki that the world be damned, he was staying in his cave? It would be the only thing of mild interest he’d
even have to offer, and he doubted they’d like it very much. He doubted he liked it very much himself.
He reached out with his left hand to brush aside a vine that was strung across the forest path, only to stop
dead. The shining brass was still covered with blood, that had earlier been red and sticky, but now had faded
and dried to a dull, rust colored brown on his claw. He lowered his eyes and the claw at the same time,
ashamed of something he refused to name. Remembering his hurry, he brushed aside the vine with his right
hand, and went to continue on.
“Leaving so soon?”
Vincent froze and straightened his up, his spine locking as if frozen. The very sound of the voice sent his
nerves blazing, like a thousand angry little fires in the deep pores of his skin. It was the voice of a dead man,
a man he had killed, the voice of a man who had once been a child that should have been his. But it was not,
instead it was born to a psychotic scientist, a man Vincent had also killed... twice, now. Sephiroth, last name
of Hiroshima by all official records, but be damned if you could find those records on this earth anymore.
“I have things to attend to,” Vincent said, speaking without turning. His eyes glew faintly in the shadows
cast by the trees that loomed around both of them, narrowed into mere slits.
“You no longer have anything to atone for,” Sephiroth said simply, laying it all out in the open, “your
penance was more than served, long before you even met the likes of Cloud Strike and Tifa Lockheart.”
“And what would one such as you know of atonement?” Vincent asked coldly, angrily. “You’ve posed
danger to more lives than Hojo ever had. Aiding in stopping him is nothing in the scope of the things you’ve
done.”
“That’s where your wrong, Turk,” Sephiroth said, using Vincent’s old, forgotten title. Upon hearing it, the
pale skin manned whirled around, his red cloak sweeping out and brushing the air clean.
“I stopped being a Turk the same day I stopped being human, Sephiroth.” Vincent snarled.
“Listen to yourself, Valentine. You speak to me as if I am the man I once was, the misguided Soldier bent on
destroying all the things that had ever tortured him- and a word, everything.” Sephiroth’s voice was quiet,
and calm, but saturated with a noble sounding strength. “I am that man no longer. I have become a
messenger of the Planet, though you try not to hear its words. It is intentions that count more than deeds,
Valentine, and your intentions have always been in the right places.”
“And my deeds always in the wrong ones!” Vincent cried, “Or can you not understand that? You killed the
inhabitants of a city and burnt it to the ground, but could you even comprehend the weight of not killing
something you love, but instead destroying it? I turned Lucrecia, your mother, into an empty soulless wreck,
because of my inability to act! Intentions mean nothing when the consequences make you something less
than, than...”
“Human,” Sephiroth said, completing the words for him. The ex Soldier stood solemnly, his arms crossed
over his chest, his features calm as he completed the final task that had been appointed to him. “You say that
once again, but the only one who believes it is yourself, though Bahumat knows you try to convince others...
tell me, Vincent, why do you wear that?” The silver haired warrior gestured towards the left hand of the
man, where the bloodstained brass claw was poised.
Vincent followed his gesture to the metallic limb silently, and when he tried to answer, no sounds came out.
Instead he merely raised the claw up to eye level, clenched it, wiggled the fingers. In the end, he merely
shrugged, an apparent gesture of defeat.
“The others think it is sewn on, you know,” Sephiroth told him, “they believe it is a part of you and always
will be. But you know, and the Planet knows, much differently.”
Slowly, Vincent lowered the claw into the grasp of his right hand, and seized the metallic, sharp clawed
fingers. With a slow, solid tug, the claw came loose, pulling free from the black gloved hand that lay
beneath, altogether whole. Vincent stared at it for a moment, and then looked up at Sephiroth.
“You are more human than most people could ever hope to be,” Sephiroth said with finality, “and you are
the only one who recognizes it not.”
Wordlessly, Vincent dropped the claw to the ground, and walked away, leaving it lying in the mud.
***
“So what now?”
The voice was Reno’s, but the words weren’t typical of him. Thinking ahead was not exactly the running
fashion of the Turk, just as strongly as dwelling in the past was almost entirely his fashion. And the present,
well... the present was just a millisecond, and as soon as that millisecond was over it was the past, and Reno
could begin to enjoy it.
Tseng glanced over from his spot at the round wooden table, where he sat between Reno and Elena. “That
depends,” he said, “on any number of things.” He paused for a moment from his relatively cryptic remark to
take a drink from his Scotch. His eyes flickered around the table, falling finally on Rory and Gabriel, who
each sat to the right of Reno, slowly nursing the drinks Reno had bought them on terms of the bet. The
warrior smiled slightly at the evident distaste on the face of the girl, yet she drank on. “Such as
membership,” he said.
The two teenagers perked up suddenly, eyes raising from their drinks to meet Tseng’s gaze. “After all,” he
continued, “they already have the jackets.”
“Yeah, that’s all it takes...” Elena snorted, trying to sound as good natured as possible. She genuinely liked
the two teenagers, and had actually been the voice that helped soothe Reno’s raging fears that Rory ever go
into the same line of work as her older brother, but her shoulder was still killing her, even with Aeris’s care
she would need to look seriously into learning to shoot with the other arm. As for now, she wore a sling
around her neck that cradled the arm, trying to keep pressure from further damaging the joint.
Rory looked over expectantly at her brother, waiting for him to quickly brush off the idea, dismissing it as a
simple joke even though she’d read in Tseng’s eyes that it wasn’t. Instead he simply reached over as if to
tousle her hair, and then remembering she absolutely loathed that action, instead put his arm around his little
sister. “You are so going to be a secretary,” he said after a moment, a small smile on his face, but his tone
serious. As if she’d had any believe they were going to be sending her out onto missions.
“And me?” Gabriel asked quietly, his eyes locked firmly on the table a foot or two lower than Reno’s eyes.
He’d been wondering since he’d been awaken under the mountain, his wings long since receded, what he
was going to do from then on. Any of the people and the places that he’d known were long since destroyed,
his entire world located in a Midgar that existed thirty some years ago.
Reno looked like he was going to answer him, probably with a comment on how he would be watching the
door, but Tseng answered instead. “Something,” he said simply, “you’ll get the job that you should have
gotten thirty years ago if only you hadn’t been so damn trusting.”
At the word ‘something’, the confirmation that Gabriel did indeed have an immediate future, the young man
had exhaled deeply and gone to take a gulp from his drink. By the end of Tseng’s sentence, he had finished
off the contents of the glass, but couldn’t bring himself to put it down, instead staring at the man out of the
cup’s glass bottom. After a moment that felt like an eternity, he put the glass down, his eyes wide and
stunned.
“You were Tex, weren’t you?” he asked in a distant voice, “the quiet one who never talked to any of us.
Holloway had told me he’d already gotten you, right before I put a slug in his chest, so I thought...”
“Bullshit.” Tseng said simply. “You didn’t want to kill the short runt who seemed so incompetent. You
didn’t realize that the short runt was just a very good actor.”
“And a very good shot...” Gabriel added. He looked around the table, where the Turks- the other Turks-
were looking at him and Tseng with various levels of belief and understanding. Slowly, Gabriel reached out
and grabbed the tall bottle that sat between them in the middle of the table, and refilled his glass. Idly, he
lifted the cup, and swished the brown liquid for a moment.
“Well here’s to that,” he said, offering his glass for a toast. “And here’s to something.”
Glasses clinked, and even Rory drank to that.
***
Yuffie waited outside the bar, listening to the sound of chemically fabricated joy inside, staring out into the
darkened sky with an uneasy gaze. She didn’t know why she was waiting, or until when, but she did know
what she was waiting for- him. That bumbling, stupid, crass, lower class idiot. It was probably pointless, she
knew, but she was going to wait until the Turks left the bar and she was going to grab him, and she was
going to tell him to take her to dinner, or she was going to kick his ass.
After all, she’d already slept with him. It was the least he could do.
***
It was like a giant, all encompassing mirror, nature painted in perfect detail and slapped onto one of the
biggest canvasses in the world. And then, with one stone throw, Rufus destroyed it all, sending it into
thousands of little ripples that would keep going even when they were too small to see, would eventually
make their way to the oceans, cause waves, cause tidal waves, cause deaths. But Rufus didn’t care about the
ripples, or the reflection in the lake he had just taken out with stones toss.
“You look cold.”
The voice was soft, too soft, faint enough that in Rufus’ mind, it meant weak. Tenderness is one thing,
acting like some sort of baby rabbit was an entirely different matter. Softness of that degree could only mean
two things, pity or lying, or usually a blend of both. Men and women pretending pity while they were really
reaching for the handle of the dagger in your back to give it one more good twist. He didn’t bother to look
backwards, the pink clad women was already shown perfectly in the reflection of the water.
“Aeris.” He said, an acknowledgment, not a greeting. “It’s about ten degrees out here, and we’re at lake
side. Recently deceased or not, I think by the laws of physics that I need to be cold.”
He grabbed another stone from the pile he had erected from his perch on the larger rock and whipped it side
armed towards the water, where it hit the surface at too steep an angle and simply sliced into the water,
disappearing from sight beneath the mirror image of some tries. Uttering an angry sigh, he grabbed yet
another rock, and tossed it again. This time it managed to skip once on the water, and then disappeared once
again.
“You don’t look very good at that,” Aeris said softly, walking up beside him.
“Out of practice,” Rufus said with a weak shrug, tossing another rock, another sinker. “I used to be able to
clear an entire lake this size. That’s before more important things came into my life than adding stones to the
bottom of a pond.”
“So why are you doing it now?” Aeris asked, “Trying to get in touch with your old skills?”
“This isn’t a skill,” Rufus informed her, “it’s a trick. Anyone can do it if they know how. And if you must
know,” he added that second part quickly, cutting off Aeris as she opened her mouth to speak, “I’m doing it
because now there *isn’t* anything more important in my life than this.”
“You saved the world,” Aeris argued.
“I helped.” Rufus said flatly, just a twinge of caring in his voice. “I played nurse and then did some damage
to Hojo’s fist with my jaw bone. Not exactly a hero’s role.”
“And you want to be a hero?” Aeris asked, surprised.
“No.” He said, and then froze. Did he? “No... I just don’t want to be inert. I don’t care if I was fighting Hojo
or on his side, the role of a lackey doesn’t appeal to me.”
“And throwing stones does.”
“Maybe...” Rufus sighed, grabbed a whole fistful of rocks at once, and let them fly. A half dozen splashes
popped up about fifteen feet out into the water, sending ripples going in every direction. “Its all I have to do.
My company has been taken over. Most of my old employees were killed, anyway. Everything I created is
now considered evil by the people who’s lives they saved. And now I can’t even skip these fucking rocks!”
With a shaky hand, he smacked the rest of his pile away, sending them cascading over the side of his boulder
into the dirt. In a convulsive move, he seized his hair around the temples and gripped tightly, angrily
lowering his head towards the rock and gritting his teeth. “I’m the only one here,” he said, “who was just as
much use dead as he is now.”
Aeris ignored his second comment, focusing on his first. Idly, she reached into the pocket of his white lab
coat, and slowly withdrew the flat metal disk he had taken days ago in the underwater Mako Reactor. A
question he hadn’t asked, but she knew what was on his mind, was why it had been of no use whatsoever in
helping in the mission against Hojo. Gently but determined, she grabbed his wrist and pulled it away from his
temple, and pressed the disk into his palm. He looked at her in uncomprehending surprise.
“Skip it,” she said simply, and took a step back.
He had a million questions, but he suddenly realized that he didn’t really care. He cocked his arm back and
side armed the disc, watching it jet through the air like a Frisbee. There is no way, he thought to himself,
that is going to skip. It is at a horrible angle. But suddenly, it caught the wind, or the wind caught it, and it
flattened out before striking the surface of the water, skimming it perfectly in small hops. Rufus watched it
go, flying into the distance, until it disappeared from sight, and all he was left with was a broken reflection.
His gaze lingered as the water smoothed, and the reflection pieced it back together: a girl, sitting on a dock,
her legs dangling over the edge.
His nerves suddenly screaming, he looked up, staring in disbelief at the image across the lake.
A women sat their, on an old beaten down dock that had absolutely no place in the center of a lake. Her hair
was black, long and shining, but Rufus could remember like yesterday when it had been short and curly, dirty
in an almost pleasant way. Even in the darkness he could see the shimmering of her dark blue eyes, and
could just make out the faintest hint of freckles on her pale skins.
“Shea...” he said weakly, breathlessly, barely able to hear himself. At an utter loss, he turned to Aeris for
help, only to find that the Cetra was gone, disappeared without a trace. He looked back towards the dock,
praying to all things holy that it was still there, only to discover that... it was, as solid as ever, strong in the
moonlight. Fighting his lungs, which felt like they were burning with indescribable fire, he cupped his hands
to his mouth. “Shea!!” his scream raced through the night, passing over the lake like wind.
In an almost unobservable movement, the women looked up from the dock, a small and shy smile on her
face. She lifted her hand, in what could have been a greeting, and then slowly cocked her finger towards the
dock, towards her. The unspoken message was clear.
Come.
The former president didn’t hesitate. He could remember a time where he had refused to walk on such a
dock in fear that his shoes would get muddy, and of course the girl with him had come up with the perfect
solution- take ‘em off, dummy. He leapt down from the rock, pulling his jacket off as he dropped, tossing it
to the side when he landed. He ran towards the water, kicking his shoes off as he did, and dived in, ignoring
the icy pinch that hit him on every square inch of bare skin.
He swum hard, conditioned by years of mandatory lessons from his father. Stupid, of course, as president he
had never had less than five men who were registered scuba divers, who probably wouldn’t even have let
him touch the water. They’d swim with him on their backs, or something. He kicked hard, cutting through
the water like a trout, reaching the dock in a matter of minutes. He reached up from the water and seized the
brim of the wood, and then hauled himself up with one energized pull.
He rolled onto the dock easily, and wiped the water from his eyes, half expecting that when he did, he would
suddenly wake up in the Shinra Mansion, his father pounding on the door and screaming at him. Instead, he
sat up to see a pair, *the* pair, of dark blue eyes staring at him.
“Shea...” he said again. “Wha... what? You...”
“I’m here, Rufus...” she said, her voice sounding giddy but restrained. Like maybe she didn’t believe it
herself. “I’m here.”
Almost taken aback for a moment at the lack of the lisp, Rufus suddenly remembered how long ago she’d
lost it. Would he ever stop remembering her as the homeless little girl who he met when he was just eight?
And then her restraint broke, and she grabbed him, and kissed him, and he kissed her back.
And he realized that yes, he would.
***
The fire crackled in the night, causing Zack to jump a little. His nerves were frayed, and he wasn’t sure
they’d ever be quite normal again. He’d gone through a lot in the last few weeks, maybe more than the
others with almost being drowned in some god forsaken power plant. And now, here he was, alone in the
middle of a forest near a mountain he’d just nearly died under.
“I guess I’ll go home...” he said quietly, staring at the flames. Idly, he glanced around.
“Whichever way that is.”
THE END
-Tiger Rhodes
littlesgas@pa.net
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