The next phase of My story leads Me to learning and owning Real submissives.. ones I controlled and trained, to be My own.. In My short time as a Dominant (just over 8 years), I have owned, 3 Real submissives, trained 1, and trained a Domme.. But to My dismay, I have yet to find the one I call My one.. the one to spend eterinity with.. what I found in the Real scene, at least around here, is the failure of a submissive to give the total control, to a Dominant.. There are lots, that like to role play for a night, or week... but just not many, that are willing to make the commitment.. So this leads into My next phase.. the online "experience"...
I first came online in December of 2001, looking for a submissive.. I had no idea, on how to go about it here.. So I first tried by posting "trolling", this led to many one time experiences, but nothing ever long term.. I trully collared My first O/l submissive in March, her name was elaine.. I rushed the process, not finding out, if her and I were really compatiable, and it ended with Me breaking her heart.. The next submissive I took, was sabrina, the one I felt, was the one.. W/we knew everything about each other, and seemed to click on every level.. I even collared her in R/l, and W/we had plans to meet next June of 03.. but alas, this Relationship failed as well.. I was with her for 4 months.. During the time, I was with sabrina, I took on another, a sissy for her.. her name, is one you A/all know.. rochelle.. while rochelle was never sure about going R/l one day, the one thing I was always proudest of, was her persistance, in trying to please Me.. she was willing to do anything I asked of her.. now this is the quirky part.. please try to keep up.. During the 2 and 3 month, I was with sabrina.. W/we split temporarily.. but was still with rochelle.. during this time away from sabrina, I took another, crystal.. and while crystal has been the most wanting of control, of any, I had ever had, it was another rushed Relationship.. and W/we ended up having issues, W/we could not work out.. soon after, I split with crystle, sabrina came back crawling, looking for a second chance.. she begged and pleaded, so I did.. soon after, rochelle asked for a release from Me.. Im not going to go into details, but Im sure, you can infer.. Me and sabrina lasted until August of 02, and this leads Me into the next phase .. ... NOW
I came to Heaven, with a couple of friends, rochelle, and mandi, both of who you A/all know.. they are a couple of great friends.. and I am so happy here in Heaven.. there is not, the Drama, of the other room, W/we came from.. and I am meeting new friends, who I will be proud to carry with Me for the rest of My life.. I was having a hard time with the seperation of Me and My submissive, and it was rochelle, and mandi, and kayce, who have stood by Me, no matter what.. and I am so thankful.. It is so nice to come to Heaven and see familiar faces, and to know, they arent secretly mumbling underneath their breath.. so I am here now.. without a submissive, relearning Myself, and hopefully teaching O/others something along the way.. well that is all for My story for now.. as it continues, I will post it in My classroom for A/all to keep up.. for now.. Mind, Body, and SOul...
"I am trully on cloud 9"
LoS