because.
when you send me poetry to read and it takes me a while
don’t think it’s because i’m so enthralled with the words i’m seeing
it’s because i have other things to do
and i’ve just put you in the middle of the list.

when you say something to me and i reply right back
don’t think it’s because i want to hear your words so badly
that i’ve put you above everything else
it’s because i’m not rude, and i like to respond to people when i talk to them.

when you say something strange that throws me off and i’m not sure what to say
don’t think you’ve left me speechless
because you haven’t.

and when you get upset with something that i’ve said
don’t think i’m going to stop my world to cater to your feelings
because i’m not.

when you feel like shit
don’t think i’m going to put everything on hold just to make you feel better
you’ve never done that for me.  i’ve never expected you to
so why should i do it for you?

and when you yell and scream and kick your legs
and want me to just go away
believe me, i will.
your gravitational pull isn’t that strong, buddy.

so when you start to think i want you near me all the time
when you think i need you
when you think i might love you
don’t think it’s true.
because it isn’t.
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