All over
Depression
can be so happy
when you share it

And Joy
can be so sad
when your alone

So why do I hurt,
all over
Both when you're here
and when you're gone
            Poems and Songs
          last updated Nov-26-2002
      Journey Distracions

I stand in awe before him,
paralized by his beauty.
I study closely his massive form
as if looking for a flaw.

My eyes flow around his perfected curves.
He is the definition of grace
I inch closer
taking care not to stir him.

I suddenly become aware
of the power he hold within him
Power to destroy
Power to heal

I never want to leave this place
never want this image
to escape from my eyes

But I know I must
continue past soon.
I must finish my journey,
that will lead me to places
unkown
and past dangers
unparralled

And so I carve the image
in my mind
and move on,
leaving behind the
Dragon
I loved so dearly
     
Home Sweet Home


What is freedom?
Is it giving someone
the right
to do whatever they want?

or is there more to it
than that?

How can we ever be free
if we always want more,
than what we have?

If someone gave you
the freedom from law
and you could do whatever
you pleased

Would you then feel a slave
to gravity,
becuase you could not float?

Americans are in a constant struggle
for freedom;
always wanting more,
but never having enough.

So go on and fight for your freedom
Kill if you must,
Destroy others rights,
Sacrifice your dignity

You can keep your false freedom,
but I think I'll stay here
and just strive to be
In satisfaction, with myself.
Back Home
Decisions

A dark cloud
lingers over my day.
Demons lurk around every
blood stained corner.
Tears of read fall
from my loveless eyes;
and I stand alone,
with a heart in my hand
trying to figure out how
not
to break it.