in a state of confusion
my mind grows numb
I wish I were three
ignorant and dumb

when  things were simple
when things were planed
when all I had to do
was hold your hand

always wandering
for the simple bliss
only wanting
happiness

to fake a smile
to stifle a cry
not wanting this life
not wanting to die

always apart
never quite there
sit in a corner
wish you would care

I was in a state of confusion
my mind grew numb
I wished I were three
ignorant and dumb