My greatest fear is I'll
turn out to be like you
I would rather be damned
then make others suffer what you do
Your a heartless bitch
you always think your right
but your pathetic
not even worth the fight
You think your so godly
but I'll prove you wrong
You make attempts to hurt,
then take my only strength - my song
your a huge problem in lives
not only me but to another
you say I Ashame you, but it doesn't compare
to the shame I have to call you mother
you would lock us up without a key
if you could have it your way
but this isn't Your world
so get that in your head, okay
you depend on everyone
yet you call ME weak
your not worth any of my tears
I despise them falling on my cheek
Just because no one will tell you
that you deserve this at all
Doesn't mean I'll
keep living life this small
Once upon a time I was
your perfect little girl
you should've learned to love your toys
not allow their wings to unfurl
It was by chance I found ways
to keep myself alive and strong
you prayed to your god
my knowledge wouldn't last long
But it did, and I found people like me
although you'd say their bad
I found found people who hate
ones like you, and for that I'm glad
Because for once in my life
I know I'm not alone-not alone
of a better life and state of  mind
I've been shown
You smile and say I'm the one
with the ego, but yours is beyond belief
you act so righteous, from your religion
to the cleanliness of your teeth
when I was small I use to fear you
and I'd always give in
and when you'd say I wasn't good enough
I'd believe it was I who had
committed a sin
but now I'm older, wiser, and
not so ignorant of you
I smile as I write this
i know what you would do
You'd say I'm lying and
then you'd probably smack my face
my weapon would only be my laugh
I'd not stoop to your level with a mace
for once in my life I'm almost happy
with what I've become
and because you can't change me
I'm done.