A short journey behind a black star....
                                 "Minds, like parachutes, work only when open."
                                                                                                                - Blue Wave


Meet Fred, a  thing  which i created to describe me.... and his face always changes because i always change

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                       Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. And dance like no one is watching.
 

Reach out for corruption, talk to me online:  SuicidalSunshine      Or Write to me

                                                     Basics....

    Suicialrainbow is also know as SuicidalSunshine *shortend to SuiSun*.   SuiSun lives in New Hampshire... in a boring town called Merrimack. Because of lack of things to do... she resorts to Stalking the local pritty boi, working on her site, and drawing.  She also likes to ramble and collect pins and patchs. She likes to drink soda. And randomly hug her friends. And scream loudly.

     She likes to read in some of her free time. Fantasy, murder stories, criminology books, and Dr. Suess are her favorite.  Anne Rice happens to write very good books. "Queen of the Damned" is her favorite among them, and she was disappointed at the pathetic movie but  it had good effects. Although basically unrelgious SuiSun  fell in love with "Memnoch the Devil".

     Suicidal Sunshine loves to be "creative". Her niftyness is said to be very intriging by others. She doubts this. Her pride and joys have been her sweatshirts... altough worn, torn, lost, and stolen her sweatshirts have always been nifty. SuiSun is currently working on making the Almighty. These sweatshirts are handsewn with patchs and such... ranging from bands to Dr. Suess patchs. Letters and pictures....but the future sees things of all sorts. She loves to draw and write. Although she has been told she can write, SuiSun thinks she has little talent. Others writting far exceeds hers.  She also tends to make writting drawn out. As you probally noticed.  Her drawings are usually wierd or abnormal. But she is proud of it all...even those worth the lint in your pocket.

   SuiSun would live in music if she could. She seems to like almost anything with a good beat. She will even sing along to songs she dislikes, as long as Music is on. Her tastes range from Marilyn Manson, Tool, Nine Inch Nails to Dashboard Confessional, Placebo, Silverchair,  and Pink Flyod. SuiSun also enjoys attending local concerts. Local bands worth trying to find on the net are: Figure6 and  Revenault. She has been to a few concerts... Ozzfest 2001 and 2002. Weezer (enlightenment tour) with Dashboard Confessional. And Tool.

      SuicidalSunshine is fond of random things. So this will be all random. She wears Converse sneackers with Checkered bottoms.  Pins and paint and patchs decorate her bag. Brian Molko is beautiful and looks spectacular in a dress. Bois in eyeliner are wonderful. SuiSun loves her Wives. Girls hace a special place in her heart. She watchs Comedy Central alot...when she even has the TV on. Lenore is her favorite comic. She loves Roman Dirge for bringing her to SuiSun. She loves to take pictures. She is very proud of her Pumpkin picture. SuiSuns best friend is Kimmy. Virgin Suicides, Felix the Cat, and Willy Wonka are wonderful movies.
 

"I believe very strongly that when it comes to desire, when it comes to attraction, that things are never black and white. Things are very much shades of gray." --Brian Molko

Want to see my tiny collection of pocket-bishonen?
Want to see my tiny collection of pocket-bishoujo?
 
 
 

Favorite Qoutes:

                                    "Why do people with closed minds always open thier mouthes??"
 

"Before you had rock you only had God"
--Bowie
 

" '...in all the world, there are more creatures than just man that make lifetime matings. Among them, some of the noblest- wolves, swans, geese, the great raptors- all creatures man could do worse than emulate, in many, many ways. And with all of them, all, there are those pairings, from time to time, within the same gender. Not often, but not unheard of either.' ......  '[this] pairing occurs in nature. How then, 'unnatural'? Usual, no; and not desirable for the species, else it would die out for lack of offspring. But not unnatural. The beasts of the fields are innocent as man can never be, who has knowledge of good and evil and the choice between, and they do not cast out of their ranks [these pairings]. there was between you and your [life partner]  much love-only love. There is no shame in loving.'  ......  '...where there is love, the form does not matter, and the gods are pleased. This I have observed: what occurs in nature, comes by the hand of nature, and if the gods did not approve, it would not be there....'  "
--Moondance speaking in Magic's Pawn by Mercedes Lackey.  Pg.  278 - 279