::: E v a p o r a t i o n :::

e v a p o r a t i o n
i once was lost ... but now i am found...was blind... but now i see...

Welcome to Evaporation. Needless to say, things around here have changed. I hope everyone who used to come to this site will accept that this is a reflection of who I am and what I feel, which is no longer the same. Since last spring, I've been going under some re-thinking and some serious therapy. I've started coming to terms with my insecurities and trying to channel my emotions and thoughts..
I know some people will accept this, and some won't. If I make a difference to even one person, then I will have accomplished something.
I'm not nearly finished, but I just wanted to let you all know what's going on, and thank you all for being such kind, loyal people. I love you all.

- Lis

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"The thinner I got, the happier I felt. It becomes illogical. You're sixty pounds, and you think you're still fat... But it was euphoric. Every day, if I wasn't a pound lighter, I would beat myself up. My mom started yelling at me all the time to make me eat...."
read more in the articals section under
Time.com/Girl Culture- Eating Disorders

"you have come to discover what you want..
what i want is not to want what isn't mine"
-Tori Amos 'Another Girl's Paradise'

Running on Empty
In their bid to win at cross country, many teen female athletes starve themselves, By Debbie Arrington
The Sacramento Bee