Dying Slowly

All anyone wants is to hurt me
While pretending they want me happy
I just sit there and endure, like I'm annoyed
No wonder I'm so depressed and paranoid
You're the one that did this to me
You're all so ignorant, can't you see?
You think it's funny to lose my trust?
What if I ripped your guts out and mashed you into the dust?
But you know I'm too nice to do that, don't you?
So be my guest, lie to me, make an excuse
I'll be your slave, I'll boost your health
'Cause the only one I'll ever hurt is myself

-March 24, 2003, SilentSoldiette